4:44 (Extended)

[00:00.43] Why do I find it so hard to love you

[00:13.17] When I know in my heart that I want to?

[00:24.06] I've been putting you down when you aren't around

[00:30.45] I'm letting you down every day

[00:36.02] I've been messing around when you're out of town

[00:42.39] Why do I keep on running away?

[00:55.41] I'm a part-time lover and I'm never there

[01:06.04] I find it hard to believe you don't want it to end

[01:16.13] I'll be changing my tune when you walk in the room

[01:22.23] I'll be fixing the look on my face

[01:27.55] I'm gonna get close to you, give my loving to you

[01:33.39] At least until you're going away

[01:39.24] I know that I'm not good

[01:49.86] I'm never gonna treat you like I should

[02:18.03] I've heard that all of the boys think you're crazy

[02:29.44] When I treat you so bad, why do you want me?

[02:40.35] I've heard that all of the girls are starting to hate me

[02:52.03] For stealing your heart and treating you badly

[03:01.61] It doesn't hurt anymore when you walk through the door

[03:07.72] I forget every word that you said

[03:12.75] And I can't put you down when no one else is around

[03:18.06] And when you're gone, you're getting replaced

[03:54.19] Look, I apologize, often womanize

[03:56.58] Took for my child to be born, see through a woman's eyes

[03:59.24] Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles

[04:02.16] Took me too long for this song, I don't deserve you

[04:05.62] I harassed you out in Paris

[04:07.73] "Please come back to Rome, " you make it home

[04:10.93] We talked for hours when you were on tour

[04:13.05] "Please pick up the phone, pick up the phone!"

[04:15.98] I said, "Don't embarrass me, " instead of "Be mine"

[04:18.89] That was my proposal for us to go steady

[04:21.56] That was your 21st birthday

[04:23.68] You matured faster than me, I wasn't ready

[04:26.06] So I apologize

[04:27.65] I seen the innocence leave your eyes

[04:29.80] I still mourn this death and

[04:31.90] I apologize for all the stillborns 'cause I wasn't present

[04:35.36] Your body wouldn't accept it

[04:36.95] I apologize to all the women whom I toyed with your emotions

[04:40.68] 'Cause I was emotionless

[04:42.80] And I apologize 'cause at your best you are love

[04:46.78] And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about

[04:50.24] Your eyes leave with the soul that your body once housed

[04:52.89] And you stare blankly into space

[04:54.76] Thinkin' of all the time, you wasted it on all this basic shit

[04:57.95] So I apologize

[05:03.53] What's the point of bein' rich when you wake up alone?

[05:06.18] What's the point of goin' home when it ain't nobody there?

[05:08.31] Fuck that, I grab my bike and phone home in the air

[05:10.96] And I pedal through the city with the wide frame steer

[05:13.62] With that tall pale boy that I met last year

[05:16.28] Grape, that's what I call him, love, that's what I fall in

[05:18.92] Fell in, I ain't like sports growing up, but now I'm ballin'

[05:21.31] I guess I'm a late bloomer

[05:23.17] Ayo, look, high tide bottoms 'cause the neck on lunar

[05:26.63] Them GOLF le FLEUR unos 'cause, we don't do Puma, nah

[05:29.29] 20k pairs, gone in 3 seconds

[05:32.20] You ain't gotta like him and you ain't gotta respect him

[05:34.33] For playin' chess with these niggas

[05:35.93] That think that they're bench pressin'

[05:36.99] Leg day is getting skipped, guess who really runnin' shit?

[05:39.64] Young Teezy, it ain't easy, feelin' wheezy in this bitch

[05:42.04] New slaves got y'all niggas feelin' breezy on the ship

[05:44.43] Pour a Fanta in your poison so its easier to sip, huh?

[05:47.35] Haha!

[06:03.02] I'm never gonna treat you

[06:06.73] I'm never gonna treat you like I should

[06:11.78] Oh

[06:19.77] I apologize, our love was one for the ages and I contained us

[06:25.34] And all this ratchet shit and we more expansive

[06:27.48] Not meant to cry and die alone in these mansions

[06:30.13] Or sleep with our back turned

[06:32.52] We supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn

[06:35.17] We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops

[06:37.82] And then meet in a space where the dark stop

[06:40.48] And let love light the way

[06:43.14] Like the men before me, I cut off my nose to spite my face

[06:46.07] I never wanted another woman to know

[06:47.66] Something about me that you didn't know

[06:49.78] I promised, I cried, I couldn't hold

[06:51.91] I suck at love, I think I need a do-over

[06:54.30] I will be emotionally available if I invited you over

[06:57.22] I stew over, "What if you over my shit?"

[07:07.85] I'm never gonna treat you

[07:11.05] I'm never gonna treat you like I should

[07:14.76] Oh

[07:19.28] And if my children knew

[07:22.46] I don't even know what I would do

[07:24.59] If they ain't look at me the same

[07:27.50] I would prob'ly die with all the shame

[07:29.63] "You did what with who?"

[07:31.49] What good is a ménage à trois when you have a soulmate?

[07:35.47] "You risked that for Blue?"

[07:37.87] If I wasn't a superhero in your face

[07:40.25] My heart breaks for the day I have to explain my mistakes

[07:43.98] And the mask goes away

[07:46.62] And Santa Claus is fake

[07:49.56] And you go online and see

[07:51.67] For Blue's tooth, the tooth fairy didn't pay

[07:58.31] My shit leaked two weeks before that release date

[08:01.24] First week, did dos, a thousand off, beat Meek

[08:03.36] Shout out Meek! Two niggas first week top 3!

[08:06.02] And I can't even get a song to play on the radio

[08:08.95] But tripled in them ratings, TV channels still pay me tho, haha

[08:12.66] P told me not to trip

[08:15.05] I am in my Ziploc, nigga

[08:17.44] Feel like I got the best album out, uh

[08:20.10] I know I got the best album out, preach

[08:37.91] I'm never gonna treat you

[08:41.63] I'm never gonna treat you like I should

[08:46.95] Oh

[08:58.89] I'm a part-time lover