15. How It Feels To Feel Nothing

[00:22.08] Yeah I know I ain't been myself lately

[00:26.06] I've been feeling like i need help lately

[00:28.45] Feel like all the people i've

[00:30.31] Needed just leave when they ain't need me

[00:32.47] So i just keep to myself lately

[00:34.63] Some people are damaged before they know it

[00:36.48] Some people are broken but they don't show it

[00:39.41] Memories burning my heart is frozen

[00:41.26] But I'm only human don't judge me yeah i'm still growing

[00:44.47] I mean it's hard to love when your hearts been bruised in the past

[00:47.41] Your soul broken your scared of being attached

[00:50.07] And everybody just acts like they understand

[00:52.71] We all have that one person we wish we had

[00:55.65] But times change people change; I'm still the same

[00:58.57] Just some things you won't understand 'til you feel the pain

[01:01.49] Our love burn like a fire in a storm

[01:04.14] Knew it wouldn't last but at least it kept us warm

[01:06.78] I mean you know me, I know I wasn't the only

[01:09.73] I know I wasn't the one you just loved me 'cause you were lonely

[01:12.38] But fuck i used to be so in love with being alive

[01:14.51] But these days I just think of the fact that one day i'll die

[01:17.68] And these people will just forget about me

[01:20.38] The ones that act like they gave a shit about me

[01:22.79] As soon as i turn my back talking shit about me

[01:25.47] But i need love even if its fake so they still around me

[01:28.44] They still around me it's clear

[01:30.02] What if i disappeared

[01:31.36] What if I just said fuck this life I don't wanna be here

[01:33.75] What if i take these pills and I don't wake up from my sleep

[01:36.66] Sometimes i wish i could have a conversation with Peep

[01:39.33] A conversation with Mac

[01:41.99] Maybe they feel how I feel

[01:42.79] Too caught up in the pain but we forget that it heals

[01:44.92] Yeah well I've got a busy mind and an empty soul

[01:48.92] And i'm stuck between running back or just letting go

[01:51.85] She sins like a devil but loves like an angel yeah

[01:55.04] If you see what I see, she's beautiful, every angle

[01:57.18] You see i put my emotions all on the table

[01:59.81] But why is it that it's the people with

[02:01.66] The most blessings that's never grateful damn

[02:02.75] Loves like an angel

[02:06.22] If you see what I see, she's beautiful, every angle yeah

[02:08.62] All on the table

[02:11.04] But why is it the people with the most

[02:12.91] Blessings that's never grateful I mean

[02:17.43] Yeah they say true love don't ever grow apart

[02:27.82] They say you can't break a broken heart

[02:29.94] They say it hurts until you feel nothing

[02:32.88] So i take these drugs until I feel something

[02:35.53] They say true love don't ever grow apart

[02:38.18] They say you can't break a broken heart

[02:41.11] They say it hurts until you feel nothing

[02:43.76] So I just hide from these feelings and

[02:46.71] I'm still running I'm still running i'm just