Castaway

[00:15.58] Help, it happened again

[00:18.76] A shining spectre comes to haunt me every now and then

[00:22.48] I try to talk to him instead

[00:26.20] But it always ends up with me dying while the moon turns red

[00:30.45] Then I wake up and there's no blood

[00:33.10] Just me and my alarm that went off again

[00:38.15] I ain't got time to think 'bout why

[00:41.08] My night-life keeps on fuckin' my brain

[00:47.45] Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide

[00:50.91] Am I truly holding the reins of my mind?

[00:54.36] Here in this deep, endless river, I'm just a castaway

[00:58.07] But if I could change it, I'd keep living this way

[01:06.31] Something dripping on me

[01:09.50] But there are no clouds in the sky as far as I can see

[01:13.21] Is this the right way to live?

[01:16.94] I'm holding on to someone I am getting tired to be

[01:21.18] This routine might keep me alive

[01:24.11] But is it right to pretend I'm okay?

[01:28.67] I ain't got time to think 'bout why

[01:31.59] My night-life keeps on fuckin' my brain

[01:36.11] Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide

[01:39.56] Am I truly holding the reins of my mind?

[01:43.01] Here in this deep, endless river, I'm just a castaway

[01:47.00] But if I could change it, I'd keep living this way

[02:36.40] Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide

[02:39.33] Am I truly holding the reins of my mind?

[02:43.04] Here in this deep, endless river, I'm just a castaway

[02:47.03] But if I could change it, I'd keep living this way

[02:51.01] Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide

[02:54.47] Am I truly holding the reins of my mind?

[02:57.92] You think a shore will wait for you at the end of this whole trip?

[03:02.17] But you'll end up staying afloat in the boundless sea