The In Between
[00:00.92] "I'm not mad at her
[00:02.53] I just don't want her to not hurt herself
[00:04.91] Which is what she's doing"
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[00:06.24] I'm in over my head
[00:09.16] At the point where I'm starting to dread your calls
[00:12.61] And I know what comes next
[00:15.53] The part where I convince you that you're better off
[00:19.25] Won't respond, shrug you off, look away
[00:21.65] I'm pulling back as you fall for me
[00:25.65] Raise my guard, put my heart in a cage
[00:28.57] Locking you out, but I don't wanna be
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[00:32.03] Oh, this habit, I-I should fix it
[00:34.71] I always mess things up, I admit it
[00:37.90] I'm not the girl that you think you want
[00:40.84] And you'd hate me too if I was ever honest
[00:44.31] I got used to the secrecy, it's safer in the in between
[00:50.67] I liked it 'til you wanted me, I'm safer in the in between
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[00:57.58] Madi says I'm just stressed
[01:03.70] And my head's too clouded to be smart right now
[01:07.44] So, if I had to guess
[01:10.10] By spring, I'll realize she was right and hate myself
[01:13.55] Sabotage something good out of fear
[01:16.47] I know you'll show up in painful dreams
[01:20.20] Want you back once you're no longer here
[01:23.12] Born with a talent to ruin things
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[01:26.57] Oh, this habit, I-I should fix it
[01:29.22] I always mess things up, I admit it
[01:32.69] I'm not the girl that you think you want
[01:35.59] And you'd hate me too if I was ever honest
[01:39.04] I got used to the secrecy, it's safer in the in between
[01:45.48] I liked it 'til you wanted me, I'm safer in the in between
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[01:52.68] "I just want you to be happy"
[02:04.36] Oh, I'm so selfish
[02:06.22] Punish myself with the soul-crushing knowledge
[02:08.88] I willingly lost it
[02:10.74] Know I'll regret it and die just a little
[02:13.66] It's what I do best, sitting right in the middle
[02:17.13] Oh, this habit, I should fix it
[02:21.40] Always mess things up, I admit it
[02:24.34] Not the girl that you think you want
[02:27.25] And you'd hate me too if I was ever honest
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[02:30.98] Oh, this habit, I-I should fix it
[02:35.49] I always mess things up, I admit it
[02:38.70] I'm not the girl that you think you want
[02:41.61] And you'd hate me too if I was ever honest
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[02:46.41] I got used to the secrecy
[02:48.27] Was thrown off by your honesty
[02:51.45] You're not ashamed in wanting me
[02:54.38] I can't trust what I've never seen
[02:57.83] My nervous heart is taunting me
[03:01.02] I'm slowly starting to believe
[03:04.49] It's cold and dark and lonely
[03:07.15] I hate it in the in between
