Whatever Happens First

[00:06.29] I got this close to packing up my bags and leaving

[00:12.42] A year ago, around this time

[00:15.61] But, right at the door, I turned around, I couldn't trust the feeling

[00:24.94] Does leaving home ever feel right?

[00:30.02] But I'm never gonna like myself

[00:32.69] If I'm standing where the curtain fell

[00:42.59] 'Cause it can't get any worse

[00:45.50] And I can't get any worse

[00:48.71] So, I'll change my life, or I'll lose my mind

[00:51.89] Whatever happens first

[00:54.56] I guess I hate to leave the memories

[00:58.02] But I'm sick of the reminders

[01:00.95] 'Cause I've grieved enough in growing up

[01:04.14] No need to fuel the fire

[01:10.54] (Oh-ooh-ooh) I left for a week

[01:12.69] A giant city really made me notice (Ooh-ooh)

[01:17.47] How free I felt in a new place

[01:20.65] (Oh-ooh-ooh) And, when I got home, I lost the person

[01:26.27] Who had made sticking around feel worth it (Ooh-ooh)

[01:29.47] So, now I think it's time to go

[01:35.61] 'Cause it can't get any worse

[01:37.73] And I can't get any worse

[01:41.20] So, I'll change my life, or I'll lose my mind

[01:44.42] Whatever happens first

[01:47.08] I guess I hate to leave the memories

[01:50.54] But I'm sick of the reminders

[01:53.47] 'Cause I've grieved enough in growing up

[01:56.67] No need to fuel the fire

[02:01.47] This room has watched me fall apart so bad I couldn't walk

[02:05.72] And this house has seen me cry so hard, if these four walls could talk

[02:11.84] 'Cause I've said, "Goodbye forever", to some people that I loved

[02:18.25] I guess I needed all those things to feel I'm growing up

[02:24.13] 'Cause it can't get any worse

[02:33.97] And I can't get any worse