Starting Over

[00:13.23] What's it look like in your city?

[00:16.15] Take a picture, send it to me

[00:19.90] Oh, I think you're kinda busy, I won't ask again

[00:27.11] How have you been sleeping lately?

[00:30.32] Are you homesick? Do you hate me?

[00:34.04] That's not fair of me to say I'm overthinking it

[00:41.51] Staying here was for the best 'til it felt like being left

[00:48.69] I should really go to bed, I'm tired and selfish

[00:54.81] 'Cause I know I'm not the most important anymore

[01:02.53] Yeah, that's the consequence of getting out and growing older

[01:08.11] I'm not angry, it's 'cause I miss you a little more

[01:16.91] Yeah, that's what happens when you're not the one who's starting over

[01:24.36] I'm the bad friend, I just envy

[01:27.83] All this precious time you're spending

[01:31.01] With someone, while I'm pretending

[01:34.48] That it doesn't hurt

[01:38.19] Is it my head? It's so convincing

[01:41.39] Screaming you'll forget to miss me

[01:45.14] Watch as I just stop existing in your world

[01:51.56] 'Cause I know I'm not the most important anymore

[01:59.27] Yeah, that's the consequence of getting out and growing older

[02:05.93] I'm not angry, it's 'cause I miss you a little more

[02:13.38] Yeah, that's what happens when you're not the one who's starting over

[02:19.49] And I'm so happy that you found yourself

[02:24.81] You're breathing better, I can tell

[02:27.99] It's the only thing that soothes the sting of not having you around (Having you around)

[02:34.66] Maybe I've just been too scared to leave

[02:39.19] Clinging to childish beliefs

[02:42.66] That I could have you forever

[02:45.59] When that's not how life works out

[02:49.30] God, I need to get a grip

[02:52.75] Deal with my co-dependent shit

[02:57.02] And maybe give my old self what I owe her

[03:03.69] Yeah, I think, maybe, it's time for me to start over