Will i ever love

[00:00.48] Every choice I made was wrong, and

[00:02.87] Souls who loved me were left broken

[00:05.79] Guess I'll pay for this till the end of days

[00:10.57] I won and lost and calculated

[00:13.49] Why who I liked I never dated

[00:16.16] And broke my head deriving formula

[00:20.13] But will I ever love?

[00:25.46] Feel it inside my heart?

[00:30.95] All that I do is

[00:32.28] Fake it all again, fake it all again, boring

[00:34.93] Reckoning again, reckoning again, for it

[00:37.60] How do I make this vicious cycle end?

[00:42.90] Convinced myself to like the beds I shared

[00:47.96] While crying, going numb and lying bare

[00:53.80] I did it all for them and more

[00:55.92] With all my body getting sore

[00:58.58] How could I be so brutal to myself?!

[01:02.84] Will I ever love?

[01:08.15] Feel it inside my heart?

[01:13.45] All that I do is

[01:15.04] Fake it all again, fake it all again, boring

[01:17.44] Reckoning again, reckoning again, for it

[01:20.09] How do I make this vicious cycle end?

[01:24.76] "Will we have kids and marry, Hun?"

[01:30.07] "I'd like to, but you're not the one."

[01:35.67] "I wanna keep you!"

[01:37.51] "You cage and treat me wrong."

[01:38.49] "You are a dream girl!"

[01:39.73] "You made up all along!"

[01:41.57] Maybe we met to end alone

[01:44.92] All alone

[01:57.68] Born to be alone, born to be alone

[01:59.44] Earned it

[02:00.14] Born to be alone, born to be alone

[02:01.99] Worth it

[02:02.71] How do I make this vicious cycle end?