It's been so long

[00:09.99] I don't know what I was thinking

[00:12.25] Leaving my child behind

[00:14.74] Now I suffer the curse

[00:16.75] And now I am blind

[00:19.50] With all this anger, guilt and sadness

[00:22.47] Coming to haunt me forever

[00:24.50] I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river

[00:29.73] Is this revenge I am seeking

[00:31.97] Or seeking someone to avenge me?

[00:34.49] Stuck in my own paradox

[00:36.49] I wanna set myself free

[00:39.48] Maybe I should chase and find

[00:42.22] Before they'll try to stop it

[00:44.50] It won't be long before I'll become a puppet

[00:49.49] It's been so long

[00:51.99] Since I last have seen my son

[00:53.99] Lost to this monster

[00:55.75] To the man behind the slaughter

[00:59.74] Since you've been gone

[01:01.74] I've been singing this stupid song

[01:03.98] So I could ponder

[01:05.76] The sanity of your mother

[01:08.75] I wish I lived in the present

[01:31.99] With the gift of my past mistakes

[01:34.48] But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes

[01:38.74] Your sweet little eyes

[01:41.51] Your little smile, is all I remember

[01:44.74] Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper

[01:49.99] Justification is killing me

[01:52.23] But killing isn't justified

[01:54.74] What happened to my son? I'm terrified

[01:59.48] It lingers in my mind

[02:01.73] And the thought keeps on getting bigger

[02:04.73] I'm sorry, my sweet baby

[02:07.01] I wish I've been there

[02:09.74] It's been so long

[02:12.01] Since I last have seen my son

[02:13.74] Lost to this monster

[02:15.74] To the man behind the slaughter

[02:19.26] Since you've been gone

[02:21.75] I've been singing this stupid song

[02:24.00] So I could ponder

[02:25.74] The sanity of your mother