Hold tight

[00:00.00] I been tryna hold tight

[00:01.86] Nobody can hear when my soul cries

[00:04.47] I just disappear within these walls I

[00:06.97] Created to survive all these long nights, no lie

[00:10.78] All my energy been stolen from this cold life

[00:14.63] Wonder what would happen if I don't fight

[00:17.23] Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright

[00:19.89] So I promise that I'mma hold tight

[00:22.34] Even if they can't hear when my soul cries

[00:24.87] I'll just disappear into these walls I

[00:27.45] Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tired

[00:31.15] All my energy been stolen from this cold life

[00:35.09] Wonder what would happen if I don't fight

[00:37.64] Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time

[00:41.24] If opposites attract then why has happiness been running away?

[00:44.13] Once I get a glimpse, my instincts telling me it's not okay

[00:46.60] It's only putting distance in the love I've been tryna chase

[00:49.21] It starts just hurting you until you learn that that's not the case

[00:51.67] My family say they miss me, we live in the same house

[00:53.99] Homies say they love me, but they ain't even reached out

[00:56.55] So I think, maybe everyone's going through it themselves

[00:59.12] And if they strong enough to fight it, then I should learn that myself

[01:01.62] So I keep quiet, wear a smile even though they don't what's behind it

[01:05.28] And when I'm in a better place, I'm sure I'll be reminded

[01:07.94] Of why I shouldn't be, I hate it but that's how my mind is

[01:10.41] But I've come to find that everyone's tryna

[01:12.00] Hold tight

[01:13.40] Nobody can hear when my soul cries

[01:15.88] I just disappear within these walls I

[01:18.48] Created to survive all these long nights, no lie

[01:22.23] All my energy been stolen from this cold life

[01:26.16] Wonder what would happen if I don't fight

[01:28.72] Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright

[01:31.15] So I promise that I'mma hold tight

[01:33.83] Even if they can't hear when my soul cries

[01:36.32] I'll just disappear into these walls I

[01:38.95] Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tired

[01:42.69] All my energy been stolen from this cold life

[01:46.55] Wonder what would happen if I don't fight

[01:49.15] Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time

[01:52.85] On this road of twists and turns, all I want's to stay aligned

[01:55.33] Sick of feeling like my purpose is to try and stay alive

[01:57.75] Waiting on my time to flourish I'm done standing in this line

[02:00.45] Dig my way up out this grave I dug from years of playing blind

[02:02.92] You asked for strength, so then why you expect life is gon be easy

[02:05.40] Ask for peace but you only know the difference when it start feeling

[02:08.09] Like your world is closing in

[02:09.23] You hit the bottom and meet your demons

[02:10.71] In the moment you're in Hell but the other side gives it it's reason

[02:13.14] Held tight but grip slipped went down a route that's hard to shake

[02:15.74] Met addiction and she found me at a time when I needed saving

[02:18.17] Life's a trip that never stops, God not supposed to give us breaks

[02:20.75] We learn to move as we go through it so I feel when you say

[02:23.33] I been tryna hold tight

[02:24.94] Nobody can hear when my soul cries

[02:27.49] I just disappear within these walls I

[02:29.94] Created to survive all these long nights, no lie

[02:33.75] All my energy been stolen from this cold life

[02:37.63] Wonder what would happen if I don't fight

[02:40.18] Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright

[02:42.63] So I promise that I'mma hold tight

[02:45.34] Even if they can't hear when my soul cries

[02:47.89] I'll just disappear into these walls I

[02:50.38] Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tired

[02:54.24] All my energy been stolen from this cold life

[02:58.16] Wonder what would happen if I don't fight

[03:00.69] Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time

[03:04.33] Balancing these lows by getting so high

[03:07.01] Tricked me into thinking I was alright

[03:09.59] Took me everything to let it go I

[03:12.13] Lost out on a lot wish, I had more time

[03:14.58] Life gon' play us wrong

[03:18.62] And we're not supposed to understand it all

[03:24.08] So I promise that I'mma hold tight

[03:26.21] Even if they can't hear when my soul cries

[03:28.76] I'll just disappear into these walls I

[03:31.25] Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tired

[03:35.14] All my energy been stolen from this cold life

[03:38.87] Wonder what would happen if I don't fight

[03:41.46] Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time