Getting_Older

[00:11.39] I'm gettin' older I think I'm agin' well

[00:16.06] I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself

[00:22.17] There's reasons that I'm thankful there's a lot I'm grateful for

[00:28.02] But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door

[00:34.18] Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more

[00:39.78] Than anyone before

[00:42.69] Anyone before

[00:48.81] Too bad they're usually deranged

[00:54.30] Last week I realized I crave pity

[00:57.84] When I re-tell a story I make everything sound worse

[01:04.74] Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing

[01:09.80] And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed

[01:16.73] Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest

[01:21.91] I was still bein' ignored

[01:25.06] Lyin' for attention just to get neglection

[01:32.35] Now we're estranged

[01:37.81] Things I once enjoyed

[01:43.76] Just keep me employed now

[01:49.66] Things I'm longing for

[01:55.65] Someday I'll be bored of

[01:59.35] It's so weird

[02:10.66] That we care so much until we don't

[02:17.16] I'm gettin' older I've got more on my shoulders

[02:22.73] But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong

[02:28.78] I'm happier than ever at least that's my endeavor

[02:34.48] To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure

[02:41.28] 'Cause to be honest I just wished the word I promised

[02:46.14] Would depend on what I'm givin'

[02:49.15] Not on his permission

[02:52.21] Wasn't my decision

[02:56.26] To be abused mm

[03:01.78] Things I once enjoyed

[03:07.50] Just keep me employed now

[03:13.68] Things I'm longing for mm

[03:19.66] Someday I'll be bored of

[03:23.15] It's so weird

[03:35.00] That we care so much until we don't

[03:41.75] But next week I hope I'm somewhere laughin'

[03:46.34] For anybody asking I promise I'll be fine

[03:53.32] I've had some trauma did things I didn't wanna

[03:58.28] Was too afraid to tell ya but now I think it's time