A live its a lie

[00:09.57] Pictures on the wall

[00:12.49] Swear they're all getting grayer

[00:16.21] Don't feel a thing at all

[00:19.66] But no one's even aware cuz

[00:23.38] I just try to smile

[00:26.04] Through all the pain

[00:27.63] "How you been?"

[00:29.22] "Oh I'm doing great"

[00:31.54] But please don't

[00:33.60] Ask me to promise

[00:35.99] Cuz If I were honest

[00:38.18] A lie it's a lie

[00:40.57] I may look happy

[00:42.17] But I swear that I'm

[00:43.50] Dying on the inside

[00:45.62] Survive survive

[00:47.75] I don't know the last time I felt truly alive

[00:52.00] I spend way too much time

[00:54.65] Laying in my bed

[00:56.00] Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life

[00:59.20] Ohhh

[01:00.53] A lie it's a lie

[01:03.18] I just wanna feel alright

[01:08.23] Sleep in

[01:09.82] 'Till afternoon

[01:11.68] But I still wake up tired

[01:15.14] Don't know

[01:16.74] What else to do

[01:19.39] I feel so uninspired and

[01:22.58] Finding motivation never works

[01:26.29] Every day feels a little worse

[01:30.54] So I just pretend I'm okay

[01:34.53] When all I want to say is

[01:37.71] A lie it's a lie

[01:39.84] I may look happy

[01:41.70] But I swear that I'm

[01:43.83] Dying on the inside

[01:45.42] Survive survive

[01:47.28] I don't know the last time I felt truly alive

[01:51.26] I spend way too much time

[01:53.65] Laying in my bed

[01:55.51] Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life

[01:58.69] Ohhh

[01:59.76] A lie it's a lie

[02:02.68] I just wanna feel alright