If I Don't Laugh I'll Cry

[00:05.57] Went out the other night with all my friends

[00:08.81] Started to feel like me again

[00:11.76] Hadn't been that happy in a while

[00:17.70] Had drinks and we put a sad song on

[00:20.66] You're oh so casually brought up

[00:23.60] There goes my night and goes my smile

[00:28.81] 'Cause that was two full years of us down the drain

[00:31.78] And I'm reminded that it all went to waste

[00:34.72] And when my friends are asking if I miss you

[00:37.37] What do I say?

[00:41.13] If I don't laugh I'm gonna cry

[00:44.33] Don't wanna hear your name tonight

[00:47.08] I'm finally happy, not in the mood

[00:50.28] I don't wanna think about you

[00:53.20] If I hear your name one more time

[00:56.17] I think I'm gonna lose my mind

[00:59.39] Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright

[01:02.33] But if I don't laugh I'm gonna cry, cry

[01:16.99] Made my way to the bathroom, nonchalant

[01:19.91] 'Cause I felt like tears werе coming on

[01:23.16] It's not what I planned for my big night out

[01:28.84] Took me hours just to do my makeup right

[01:31.77] If you'rе the reason it gets ruined I'll be pissed tonight

[01:34.74] Either way mascara's running down

[01:39.36] 'Cause that was two full years of us down the drain

[01:42.64] And I'm reminded that it all went to waste

[01:45.61] And when my friends are asking if I miss you

[01:48.31] What do I say?

[01:51.86] If I don't laugh I'm gonna cry

[01:55.19] Don't wanna hear your name tonight

[01:58.45] I'm finally happy, not in the mood

[02:01.51] I don't wanna think about you

[02:04.22] If I hear your name one more time

[02:07.17] I think I'm gonna lose my mind

[02:10.12] Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright

[02:13.50] But if I don't laugh I'm gonna cry, cry

[02:27.88] And I bet you're out with all your friends

[02:31.09] Or maybe kissing someone new and you don't have to pretend

[02:33.80] Like you don't miss me

[02:36.78] Like you don't miss me

[02:39.86] If I don't laugh I'm gonna cry

[02:42.62] Don't wanna hear your name tonight

[02:45.61] I'm finally happy, not in the mood

[02:48.86] I don't wanna think about you

[02:51.79] If I hear your name one more time

[02:54.72] I think I'm gonna lose my mind

[02:57.68] Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright

[03:00.61] But if I don't laugh I'm gonna cry, cry