01 - Dax - Dax - Joker

[00:00.42] Give me the beat and a mic

[00:01.20] Give me the freedom to write

[00:02.17] Give me the vision to see my demons and beat 'em at night

[00:03.68] Give me the pen and the pad

[00:04.46] Give me a couple of stans

[00:05.23] Gave you a percentage but I'm taking home all of the bag

[00:06.87] Give me definitive and unlimited amounts of people loving me and

[00:09.06] Call upon everybody who came before and tell them to come and inject me with whatever they're smoking man, I'm sick!

[00:13.84] But I think you know that already

[00:15.47] You call me evil but how would you know it unless you live it already

[00:18.52] You think you're better right?

[00:20.16] Because nobodies seen what you've done in the dark but if I put your life in this light you would crumble and fight to survive or die but bitch I fucking knew that already

[00:26.63] I ain't special

[00:28.27] But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid for judging a human

[00:31.21] While you sit at home and whole world judge can't watch what you doing or follow and hate all your movements

[00:34.55] I ain't complaining but I know the people who do it are sicker than me and I'm sick enough I might just lose it

[00:38.46] Ya, you think you know me 'cause you double tap on picture

[00:40.96] I hate the fact that you judge me it's driving me crazy so when it's to deep I say fuck it and drown in some liquor

[00:44.83] I write these verses in blood I got chapters for days 'cause my heart is my biblical scripture

[00:47.89] And I ain't a prophet but I can predict that you'll never catch happiness till you're the pitcher

[00:50.95] So please continue to laugh if I'm a clown your a circus act

[00:53.82] When I rap it's in a surgeons mask

[00:55.45] Cause I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion from first to last

[00:58.51] Then cut back with a message that's hidden in melody making them think and ask

[01:01.85] If I was the one on the table pushing giving birth to rap

[01:04.35] Maybe it was me

[01:05.11] Maybe you like all my music but don't really actually love me

[01:07.32] Maybe you just want a picture

[01:08.66] Maybe you just want to see me 'cause you need some money

[01:10.57] Maybe you think that I'm happy

[01:11.92] Maybe you think in reality liking my post is repairing a hole when it's actually shaking and cutting the soul right out of me

[01:16.53] I think I'm sick

[01:17.30] I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic

[01:19.50] I got a problem

[01:20.56] I'm in the studio rapping while this girl is sucking my dick

[01:22.75] She cut a hole in my heart now I fill it with women who love me 'cause they think I'm rich

[01:25.80] And if I be honest I just told a bitch that I care but I really do not give a shit

[01:29.14] So what's your excuse?

[01:30.49] What helps you sleep?

[01:31.55] You leave a negative comment not knowing what you sew you will reap

[01:34.61] I bet you smile when you post thinking you're hurting me, but you see the way the brain works you become what you speak

[01:41.09] I need peace!

[01:42.58] But y'all can't offer that

[01:43.92] I held my ground, I didn't sell my soul

[01:45.55] I said fuck the fame, y'all can't take that offer back

[01:47.47] Fuck a shelf you can't take me off the rack

[01:49.11] All the fame is not worth a heart attack

[01:50.74] You're insane, you're in pain, I can tell by what you saying, but

[01:54.65] My bad, I forgot you were fragile

[01:56.85] I forgot someone who doesn't even know me told you I'm an asshole

[01:59.62] I forgot that I'm a villain

[02:01.25] I forgot that I've always spread positivity, but you think I didn't

[02:04.60] I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence

[02:07.62] I forgot I'm better off alone

[02:09.54] I forgot I care for everyone's happiness, but forget about my own

[02:12.60] I forget I spend every waking second on my phone, hahahaha

[02:19.36] Come join my circus, I'm recruiting

[02:22.13] I'm taking everyone who passes judgement bitch that's including

[02:25.19] Everyone who thinks it's so amusing

[02:26.54] To put me down while I'm pursuing

[02:28.17] The key board warriors that live online behind a screen that's just an illusion

[02:31.37] Come, come, come join my circus

[02:33.58] You fucking pricks

[02:34.64] I'll fuck you till you love me then pay you to do some tricks

[02:37.69] I don't need a doctor I need a bag of nails and bricks to lay down on the floor so if you fail to land a flip you can feel what I felt when you tried to come sink my ship

[02:45.60] Let me explain, you all help me financially gain

[02:47.80] But I spend my money on mental health books and read them just to control all my pain

[02:50.98] I don't wear clothes, but bought this chain and just like you this chain is fake

[02:54.33] I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness written on my fucking face

[02:59.09] What'd you expect?

[03:00.16] Did you think I was immune to what you were saying and didn't see all of the disrespect?

[03:03.21] Do you think I'm not human, have no feelings, or maybe you think I'm fucking weak and now I'm pleading

[03:07.69] Maybe you think I'm just too good and that I'm fucking cheating?

[03:11.61] Or maybe just maybe

[03:14.66] You're blind and the hate inside your heart clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme

[03:20.01] Even though we all know I'm one of the best of all time

[03:25.64] Or maybe you're just a fucking bitch and I can't

[03:28.72] Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league

[03:31.77] Stop saying I don't believe in God just because you can't read

[03:34.83] Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed

[03:38.16] I'm not alone, I know there's millions out there just like me