Dax - Joker (Offizielles Musikvideo)

[00:12.70] Give me the beat and a mic

[00:13.69] Give me the freedom to write

[00:14.46] Give me the vision to see my demons and beat 'em at night

[00:16.01] Give me the pen and the pad

[00:16.78] Give me a couple of stans

[00:17.56] Gave you a percentage but I'm taking home all of the bag

[00:19.19] Give me definitive and unlimited amounts of people loving me and

[00:21.39] Call upon everybody who came before and tell them to come and inject me with whatever they're smoking man, I'm sick!

[00:26.12] But I think you know that already

[00:27.75] You call me evil but how would you know it unless you live it already

[00:30.81] You think you're better right?

[00:32.44] Because nobodies seen what you've done in the dark but if I put your life in this light you would crumble and fight to survive or die but bitch I fucking knew that already

[00:38.92] I ain't special

[00:40.55] But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid for judging a human

[00:43.58] While you sit at home and whole world judge can't watch what you doing or follow and hate all your movements

[00:46.93] I ain't complaining but I know the people who do it are sicker than me and I'm sick enough I might just lose it

[00:50.83] Ya, you think you know me 'cause you double tap on picture

[00:53.04] I hate the fact that you judge me it's driving me crazy so when it's to deep I say fuck it and drown in some liquor

[00:56.95] I write these verses in blood I got chapters for days 'cause my heart is my biblical scripture

[01:00.29] And I ain't a prophet but I can predict that you'll never catch happiness till you're the pitcher

[01:03.35] So please continue to laugh if I'm a clown your a circus act

[01:06.13] When I rap it's in a surgeons mask

[01:07.76] Cause I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion from first to last

[01:10.82] Then cut back with a message that's hidden in melody making them think and ask

[01:14.15] If I was the one on the table pushing giving birth to rap

[01:16.34] Maybe it was me

[01:17.40] Maybe you like all my music but don't really actually love me

[01:19.60] Maybe you just want a picture

[01:20.95] Maybe you just want to see me 'cause you need some money

[01:22.87] Maybe you think that I'm happy

[01:23.93] Maybe you think in reality liking my post is repairing a hole when it's actually shaking and cutting the soul right out of me

[01:28.98] I think I'm sick

[01:29.76] I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic

[01:31.96] I got a problem

[01:32.74] I'm in the studio rapping while this girl is sucking my dick

[01:35.21] She cut a hole in my heart now I fill it with women who love me 'cause they think I'm rich

[01:38.27] And if I be honest I just told a bitch that I care but I really do not give a shit

[01:41.33] So what's your excuse?

[01:42.67] What helps you sleep?

[01:43.74] You leave a negative comment not knowing what you sew you will reap

[01:47.07] I bet you smile when you post thinking you're hurting me, but you see the way the brain works you become what you speak

[01:53.26] I need peace!

[01:54.89] But y'all can't offer that

[01:56.52] I held my ground, I didn't sell my soul

[01:57.87] I said fuck the fame, y'all can't take that offer back

[01:59.79] Fuck a shelf you can't take me off the rack

[02:01.41] All the fame is not worth a heart attack

[02:03.04] You're insane, you're in pain, I can tell by what you saying, but

[02:06.95] My bad, I forgot you were fragile

[02:09.14] I forgot someone who doesn't even know me told you I'm an asshole

[02:12.19] I forgot that I'm a villain

[02:13.53] I forgot that I've always spread positivity, but you think I didn't

[02:16.83] I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence

[02:19.90] I forgot I'm better off alone

[02:21.81] I forgot I care for everyone's happiness, but forget about my own

[02:25.16] I forget I spend every waking second on my phone, hahahaha

[02:31.65] Come join my circus, I'm recruiting

[02:34.71] I'm taking everyone who passes judgement bitch that's including

[02:37.48] Everyone who thinks it's so amusing

[02:38.82] To put me down while I'm pursuing

[02:40.45] The key board warriors that live online behind a screen that's just an illusion

[02:43.80] Come, come, come join my circus

[02:45.72] You fucking pricks

[02:47.06] I'll fuck you till you love me then pay you to do some tricks

[02:50.12] I don't need a doctor I need a bag of nails and bricks to lay down on the floor so if you fail to land a flip you can feel what I felt when you tried to come sink my ship

[02:58.03] Let me explain, you all help me financially gain

[03:00.23] But I spend my money on mental health books and read them just to control all my pain

[03:03.28] I don't wear clothes, but bought this chain and just like you this chain is fake

[03:06.59] I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness written on my fucking face

[03:11.36] What'd you expect?

[03:12.42] Did you think I was immune to what you were saying and didn't see all of the disrespect?

[03:15.48] Do you think I'm not human, have no feelings, or maybe you think I'm fucking weak and now I'm pleading

[03:20.24] Maybe you think I'm just too good and that I'm fucking cheating?

[03:23.87] Or maybe just maybe

[03:26.94] You're blind and the hate inside your heart clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme

[03:32.57] Even though we all know I'm one of the best of all time

[03:37.91] Or maybe you're just a fucking bitch and I can't

[03:40.96] Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league

[03:44.01] Stop saying I don't believe in God just because you can't read

[03:47.36] Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed

[03:50.41] I'm not alone, I know there's millions out there just like me