Hate Myself

[00:01.46] I don't see you like I should

[00:06.26] You look so misunderstood

[00:10.52] And I wish I could help

[00:13.98] But it's hard when I hate myself

[00:17.19] Pray to God with my arms open

[00:21.46] If this is it then I feel hopeless

[00:26.54] And I wish I could help

[00:29.75] But it's hard when I hate myself

[00:32.67] Late nights are the worst for me

[00:34.00] They bring out the worst in me

[00:35.60] Mind running, got me feeling like it hurts to think

[00:37.46] If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it

[00:38.82] Gotta be more for me

[00:40.15] More than core beliefs, and every morning I wake up

[00:42.28] And feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace

[00:44.15] I go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me

[00:46.00] Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak

[00:48.15] It's kinda weird, lately I've been feeling like the only way

[00:50.29] For me to get away is if I poured a drink

[00:51.63] That's more deceit, more defeat

[00:53.49] Is this really what I'm born to be?

[00:54.82] That's what you get for thinking you're unique

[00:56.68] So poor but I'm so wealthy

[00:58.02] Need help but you can't help me

[00:59.60] What else can the world sell me? Tell me

[01:01.72] Lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' out of stock

[01:03.59] But it's not healthy

[01:05.48] I don't see you like I should

[01:09.48] You look so misunderstood

[01:14.77] And I wish I could help

[01:17.98] But it's hard when I hate myself

[01:21.42] Pray to God with my arms open

[01:25.42] If this is it then I feel hopeless

[01:31.00] And I wish I could help

[01:33.92] But it's hard when I hate myself

[01:36.57] Yeah, late nights get the best of me

[01:38.21] They know how to get to me

[01:39.81] Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me

[01:41.95] But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief

[01:44.08] So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful

[01:46.19] What is success when hope has left you?

[01:48.59] I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record

[01:50.20] Whose sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, ah

[01:52.85] Come across like it's so easy

[01:54.18] But I feel like you don't need me

[01:55.51] When I feel like you don't need me

[01:57.15] Then I feel like you don't see me

[01:58.75] And my life has no meaning, dreaming

[02:00.87] Hands out, tryna ask for love

[02:02.22] But when I get it I just pass it up

[02:03.54] Throw it away and think about it later

[02:04.87] Diggin' through the trash for drugs

[02:06.23] I wish I could give you what you needed

[02:07.56] But I can't I'm scared because

[02:09.42] I don't see you like I should

[02:13.41] You look so misunderstood

[02:18.47] And I wish I could help

[02:21.94] But it's hard when I hate myself

[02:25.38] Pray to God with my arms open

[02:29.38] If this is it then I feel hopeless

[02:34.71] And I wish I could help

[02:37.89] But it's hard when I hate myself

[02:40.55] I walk through the ashes of my passions

[02:42.68] Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket

[02:44.53] Get lost in the questions I can't answer

[02:46.66] Can't stand who I am but it don't matter

[02:48.52] We scream to be free but I stay captured

[02:50.65] Knee deep in defeat of my own actions

[02:52.78] Feel weak but the peace that I keep lacking

[02:54.63] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it

[02:59.44] But I can't have it

[03:02.64] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it

[03:06.65] But I can't have it

[03:10.65] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it

[03:13.32] I don't see you like I should

[03:17.07] You look so misunderstood

[03:22.69] And I wish I could help

[03:26.40] But it's hard when I hate myself

[03:29.32] Pray to God with my arms open

[03:33.31] If this is it then I feel hopeless

[03:38.90] And I wish I could help

[03:41.85] But it's hard when I hate myself

[03:47.15] Hate myself

[03:49.86] But it's hard when I hate myself

[03:55.16] Hate myself

[03:58.09] But it's hard when I hate myself

[04:03.15] And I hate myself

[04:06.09] It's kind of hard when I hate myself

[04:10.60] I hate myself

[04:14.05] It's hard when I hate myself