u_deserve

[00:15.90] Digging through my mind and memories

[00:19.41] I remember once you told me

[00:22.41] That nobody’d care if I disappeared

[00:25.43] And I believed every word

[00:28.94] Every day I’d stare at my reflection

[00:31.98] But all I ever saw was imperfection

[00:35.03] I’d cry at the mirror

[00:36.66] But no one would hear

[00:38.60] You never let them listen

[00:41.58] Wish that the weather wasn’t so grey

[00:47.99] Wish I was better and knew what to say

[00:54.23] It feels like I’m playing a dangerous game

[01:00.85] Fake it 'til I make it

[01:03.27] 'Til I’m finally okay

[01:07.11] Hadn’t seen the sun for an eternity

[01:10.42] Skirting round the borderline of sanity

[01:13.47] I’d scream at the wind, but no one would listen

[01:16.76] You never let them in

[01:20.23] Tell me that I’ll reach a destination

[01:23.03] 'Cause, oh my God, I’m running out of patience

[01:26.28] Swear on my life I’ll be alright

[01:29.78] Just tired of these burning eyes

[01:32.95] Wish that the weather wasn’t so grey

[01:39.12] Wish I was better and knew what to say

[01:45.58] It feels like I’m playing a dangerous game

[01:51.87] Fake it 'til I make it

[01:54.31] 'Til I’m finally okay

[01:58.66] Take back your conscience and your crimes

[02:02.70] Every minute of your time

[02:05.85] Get the fuck out of my mind

[02:11.26] Take back your weapons and your words

[02:15.26] Put the seconds on reverse

[02:18.55] All this hatred you deserve

[02:23.86] You deserve, you deserve

[02:30.53] Wish that the weather wasn’t so grey

[02:36.70] Wish I was better and knew what to say

[02:43.08] It feels like I’m playing a dangerous game

[02:49.29] Fake it 'til I make it

[02:52.04] 'Til I’m finally okay

[02:55.96] Now I hardly ever feel depleted

[02:59.19] 'Cause when I smile, I genuinely mean it

[03:02.42] Knowing myself, I don’t need help

[03:05.16] From you or anyone else

[03:08.90] Jealousy corrupts your standards

[03:12.08] Like melodies with empty lanterns

[03:15.37] But when he laughs, it heals my heart

[03:18.74] It makes me feel enough