Against_Me__Disgust_-_Tom_s_Demo_Tape
[00:08.52] And it's not just my imagination that I got a gun to my head
[00:17.21] 'Cause I can feel the cold metal, and I can smell the gun powder
[00:21.64] I know they got their sights on me, and it's not just paranoia that makes me think this way
[00:30.07] I know they got their plans for me
[00:32.40] I know they got a grave for me
[00:34.44] They want me to admit defeat
[00:38.90] They want me to show my fear, they know their system's going to break me
[00:43.00] It's crushed countless before me
[00:51.43] I stand here and try to look out into the dark vastness that is my future But unfortunately, I can't see shit
[01:01.96] There are clouds, and there seems to be layers to the sky
[01:08.20] And it's all just too unknown
[01:10.23] I waste time wanting to know what will happen
[01:13.32] How will it end?
[01:14.06] But I never want to reach that day when I no longer have a need for that curiosity
[01:20.65] I don't want to know the end to this "movie"
[01:25.11] And it's not just my imagination that I got a gun to my head
[01:33.02] 'Cause I can feel the cold metal, and I can smell the gun powder
[01:37.72] I know they got their sights on me, and it's not just paranoia that makes me think this way
[01:46.15] I know they got their plans for me
[01:48.40] I know they got a grave for me
[01:50.48] They want me to admit defeat
[01:54.94] They want me to show my fear, they know their system's going to break me
[02:00.16] It's crushed countless before me
[02:07.80] Shouldn't I be living yet?
[02:09.87] Shouldn't I know where I'm headed? By now, I have millions of dreams and things I want to do with this life
[02:15.89] But I barely have time to do the little I do now
[02:19.89] It's not satisfaction I get relaxing at the end of the day
[02:24.27] It's escape from the stress
[02:26.05] Disgust that I'm already in bed waiting to go to sleep again
[02:33.14] Wasn't I just here?
[02:35.19] Didn't this just happen?
[02:36.73] I can't say I know what will happen tomorrow
[02:41.16] The higher meaning that I'm looking for did not show itself today
