Intrusive Thoughts

[00:04.18] I'm historically heartbroken

[00:08.18] Drowning in my own emotions

[00:12.43] One minute away from breaking down, down, down

[00:18.54] I'm always leaving empty-handed

[00:23.06] No one wants a heart that's damaged

[00:27.04] Only know a love that lets me down, down, down, oh

[00:33.68] Staring contest with the walls

[00:40.32] I'm giving into my intrusive thoughts

[00:50.15] What if I never find anybody to love

[00:54.13] Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?

[00:57.85] 'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

[01:04.49] Whoa, what if I get to heaven, and it's not even real

[01:09.01] And I die before telling you how I really feel?

[01:12.99] 'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

[01:18.57] That maybe love's not for me

[01:25.21] If you don't look too closely

[01:28.66] You can't even tell I'm lonely

[01:32.65] Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night, night

[01:39.29] Tryna keep myself distracted

[01:43.81] But I get all these awful habits

[01:47.79] Of listening to voices in my mind, mind, mind, oh

[01:53.90] Staring contest with the walls

[02:00.81] I'm giving into my intrusive thoughts, oh

[02:11.70] What if I never find anybody to love

[02:16.50] Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?

[02:20.22] 'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave? Whoa

[02:27.92] What if I get to heaven, and it's not even real

[02:31.37] And I die before telling you how I really feel

[02:35.09] 'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

[02:40.94] Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh

[02:48.11] Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh

[02:56.08] Maybe love's not for me

[03:03.51] Maybe love's not for me

[03:07.76] For me, for me, for me

[03:10.95] Maybe love's not for me