Alive (It's a lie)

[00:00.19] Pictures on the wall

[00:03.96] Swear they're all getting grayer

[00:07.41] Don't feel a thing at all

[00:10.87] But no one's even aware cuz

[00:14.59] I just try to smile

[00:17.24] Through all the pain

[00:19.63] "How you been?"

[00:20.69] "Oh I'm doing great"

[00:22.55] But please don't

[00:24.41] Ask me to promise

[00:26.54] Cuz If I were honest

[00:29.46] A lie it's a lie

[00:31.85] I may look happy

[00:33.71] But I swear that I'm

[00:34.77] Dying on the inside

[00:36.63] Survive survive

[00:39.29] I don't know the last time I felt truly alive

[00:43.54] I spend way too much time

[00:45.40] Laying in my bed

[00:47.26] Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life

[00:50.45] Ohhh

[00:52.04] A lie it's a lie

[00:54.96] I just wanna feel alright

[00:59.21] Sleep in

[01:01.07] 'Till afternoon

[01:02.66] But I still wake up tired

[01:06.66] Don't know

[01:08.26] What else to do

[01:10.38] I feel so uninspired and

[01:13.30] Finding motivation never works

[01:17.55] Every day feels a little worse

[01:21.54] So I just pretend I'm okay

[01:25.79] When all I want to say is

[01:28.71] A lie it's a lie

[01:31.10] I may look happy

[01:32.70] But I swear that I'm

[01:34.02] Dying on the inside

[01:36.15] Survive survive

[01:38.54] I don't know the last time I felt truly alive

[01:42.52] I spend way too much time

[01:44.66] Laying in my bed

[01:46.26] Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life

[01:49.71] Ohhh

[01:50.77] A lie it's a lie

[01:53.96] I just wanna feel alright