Escapism

[00:00.51] by ama

[00:09.22] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:12.13] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:14.52] I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin'

[00:16.91] I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight, I want him

[00:19.58] A little context if you care to listen

[00:21.96] I find myself in a shit position

[00:24.36] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:26.74] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:29.42] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

[00:32.07] In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

[00:34.46] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:36.87] In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin'

[00:39.53] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[00:41.92] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[00:44.58] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:46.97] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[00:49.62] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:51.75] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[00:54.40] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:57.06] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[01:00.52] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:05.56] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:10.07] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[01:11.94] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[01:16.73] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[01:19.67] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

[01:22.05] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:24.45] Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it

[01:26.84] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:29.76] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:32.15] Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling

[01:34.27] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes

[01:36.94] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling

[01:39.33] If I take a step back to see the glass half full

[01:41.72] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:44.37] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?

[01:48.63] So you might as well stick it in

[01:49.69] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[01:51.54] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[01:54.47] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:56.86] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[01:59.51] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[02:01.90] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[02:04.57] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[02:06.95] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[02:10.13] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:15.71] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:19.99] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:22.10] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[02:26.90] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (what?)

[02:30.62] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:35.66] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:40.20] Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night)

[02:44.98] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah

[02:50.30] Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way

[02:54.53] Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways

[02:59.87] So you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape

[03:05.72] Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[03:10.76] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:15.56] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh

[03:20.61] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[03:22.20] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[03:26.71] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[03:30.96] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:35.74] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:40.54] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[04:04.19] Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art

[04:07.10] I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car

[04:09.51] Speedin' down the highway, sippin'

[04:11.91] Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings

[04:14.82] I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh)

[04:16.68] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh)

[04:19.35] I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh)

[04:22.02] Other than this 4-4 kick drum poundin' in my head