Guilty as sin
[00:04.97] Drownin' in the Blue Nile
[00:07.63] He sent me "Downtown Lights"
[00:12.67] I hadn't heard it in a while
[00:15.60] My boredom's bone-deep
[00:17.72] This cage was once just fine
[00:22.77] Am I allowed to cry?
[00:25.16] I dream of crackin' locks
[00:27.82] Throwin' my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks
[00:33.18] Crashin' into him tonight, he's a paradox
[00:37.96] I'm seeing visions
[00:39.56] Am I bad or mad or wise?
[00:44.12] What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
[00:53.69] One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
[00:58.20] Oh, what a way to die
[01:03.78] I keep recalling things we never did
[01:08.56] Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts
[01:13.93] Without ever touchin' his skin
[01:17.41] How can I be guilty as sin?
[01:23.52] I keep these longings locked
[01:28.30] In lowercase, inside a vault
[01:31.49] Someone told me, "There's no such thing as bad thoughts
[01:38.40] Only your actions talk"
[01:40.79] These fatal fantasies
[01:43.71] Giving way to labored breath, takin' all of me
[01:48.50] We've already done it in my head
[01:51.19] If it's make-believe
[01:53.59] Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow?
[01:59.96] What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
[02:09.32] One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
[02:13.84] Oh, what a way to die
[02:19.69] My bed sheets are ablaze
[02:22.08] I've screamed his name
[02:24.27] Buildin' up like waves crashin' over my grave
[02:29.58] Without ever touchin' his skin
[02:33.30] How can I be guilty as sin?
[02:38.61] What if I roll the stone away?
[02:43.13] They're gonna crucify me anyway
[02:47.38] What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?
[02:54.28] If long-suffering propriety is what they want from me
[03:00.66] They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly
[03:05.70] I choose you and me religiously
[03:13.41] What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
[03:22.71] One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
[03:26.95] Oh, what a way to die
[03:32.80] I keep recalling things we never did
[03:37.59] Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts
[03:42.92] Without ever touchin' his skin
[03:46.64] How can I be guilty as sin?
[03:52.75] He sent me "Downtown Lights"
[03:57.53] I hadn't heard it in a while
[04:07.63] Am I allowed to cry?
