01 - Dax - Dear Alcohol

[00:12.98] (LexNour)

[00:28.44] I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

[00:33.49] My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

[00:37.40] And I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

[00:41.60] I got wasted

[00:43.23] I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

[00:48.28] My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

[00:51.91] I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

[00:56.38] I got wasted

[00:59.15] Repeat the cycle every day, I gotta start with a drink

[01:02.77] My life been getting sorta crazy and I don't wanna think

[01:06.39] I look myself right in the mirror and I don't even blink

[01:10.31] Then I get angry, take the rest and pour it right in the sink

[01:13.92] I know where this road goes

[01:15.84] Alcohol ain't my friend, but I keep drinkin' 'cause these demons roam

[01:19.17] And follow me 'round everywhere I go

[01:21.36] It clouds my mind and soul, it turns my heart cold

[01:25.00] But I keep drinkin' 'cause it makes me feel like I'm not alone

[01:29.76] I'm havin' problems, my pride won't let me reach out

[01:33.09] Lookin' at this bottle, havin' nothin' but doubt

[01:37.00] Don't wanna drink, but it keeps comin' around and around and around

[01:42.33] I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

[01:47.10] My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

[01:51.00] I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

[01:55.49] I got wasted

[01:57.13] I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

[02:01.88] My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

[02:05.79] I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

[02:10.27] I got wasted

[02:11.62] I know I need to quit (I need to quit)

[02:15.24] I gotta do better (I gotta do better)

[02:18.87] Example to these kids (Example to these kids)

[02:22.21] 'Cause they watchin' when I'm in there, but I'm scared

[02:26.98] 'Cause I've been chasin' the man that I am when I start to drink

[02:30.59] He's cocky, confident and he don't give a damn what you think

[02:34.22] This world is beatin' me down, it has pushed me right to the brink

[02:37.85] I take a shot every time because man it helps me escape

[02:41.75] I'm takin' care of these people, but no one takes care of me

[02:45.38] I wanna talk to somebody, but I feel no one relates

[02:49.28] I need better now, I think I've lost my way

[02:52.91] I'm havin' battles with faith, it's painted right on my face

[02:57.12] I hope better times are comin', no chase but I'm still runnin'

[03:01.04] I gotta take control, and I won't stop for nothin'

[03:04.66] Dear God, this is my test, promise that I'll do my best

[03:08.00] Just help me with this pain I feel and pressure that is on my chest

[03:11.05] I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

[03:15.82] My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

[03:19.74] I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

[03:24.22] I got wasted

[03:25.85] I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

[03:30.61] My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

[03:34.52] I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

[03:38.99] I got wasted