Guilty as Sin?
[00:04.53] Drowning in the Blue Nile
[00:07.57] He sent me 'Downtown Lights'
[00:12.82] I hadn't heard it in a while
[00:15.10] My boredom's bone deep
[00:17.85] This cage was once just fine
[00:22.85] Am I allowed to cry?
[00:25.35] I dream of cracking locks
[00:28.10] Throwing my life to the wolves
[00:30.86] Or the ocean rocks
[00:33.14] Crashing into him tonight
[00:35.89] He's a paradox
[00:38.16] I'm seeing visions, am I bad?
[00:41.16] Or mad? Or wise?
[00:44.16] What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[00:48.66] Only in my mind?
[00:53.66] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[00:58.21] Oh what a way to die
[01:03.70] I keep recalling things we never did
[01:08.71] Messy top lip kiss
[01:11.20] How I long for our trysts
[01:14.46] Without ever touching his skin
[01:17.45] How can I be guilty as sin?
[01:23.45] I keep these longings locked
[01:28.45] In lowercase inside a vault
[01:31.45] Someone told me
[01:33.70] There's no such thing as bad thoughts
[01:38.70] Only your actions talk
[01:41.20] These fatal fantasies
[01:43.95] Giving way to labored breath
[01:46.70] Taking all of me
[01:48.45] We've already done it in my head
[01:51.45] If it's make believe
[01:54.00] Why does it feel like a vow
[01:57.00] We'll both uphold somehow?
[02:00.25] What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[02:04.25] Only in my mind?
[02:09.50] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[02:14.00] Oh what a way to die
[02:19.50] My bedsheets are ablaze
[02:22.25] I've screamed his name
[02:24.50] Building up like waves
[02:27.00] Crashing over my grave
[02:30.25] Without ever touching his skin
[02:33.26] How can I be guilty as sin?
[02:38.50] What if I roll the stone away?
[02:43.00] They're gonna crucify me anyway
[02:47.75] What if the way you hold me
[02:50.25] Is actually what's holy?
[02:53.76] If long suffering propriety
[02:58.26] Is what they want from me
[03:00.76] They don't know how you've haunted me
[03:03.82] So stunningly
[03:05.57] I choose you and me
[03:09.07] ... Religiously
[03:13.15] What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[03:17.43] Only in my mind?
[03:22.68] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[03:27.43] Oh what a way to die
[03:32.72] I keep recalling things we never did
[03:37.71] Messy top lip kiss
[03:40.00] How I long for our trysts
[03:43.01] Without ever touching his skin
[03:46.50] How can I be guilty as sin?
[03:52.50] He sent me 'Downtown Lights'
[03:57.50] I hadn't heard it in a while
[04:07.76] Am I allowed to cry?
