Illicit affairs

[00:18.34] Make sure nobody sees you leave

[00:21.81] Hood over your head, keep your eyes down

[00:25.79] Tell your friends you're out for a run

[00:30.04] You'll be flushed when you return

[00:33.76] Take the road less traveled by

[00:38.01] Tell yourself you can always stop

[00:42.26] What started in beautiful rooms

[00:45.98] Ends with meetings in parking lots

[00:48.63] And that's the thing about illicit affairs

[00:52.09] And clandestine meetings and longing stares

[00:56.07] It's born from just one single glance

[00:59.52] But it dies, and it dies, and it dies

[01:03.87] A million little times

[01:13.97] Leave the perfume on the shelf

[01:17.87] That you picked out just for him

[01:21.85] So you leave no trace behind

[01:25.83] Like you don't even exist

[01:29.90] Take the words for what they are

[01:33.90] A dwindling, mercurial high

[01:38.14] A drug that only worked

[01:42.13] The first few hundred times

[01:44.52] And that's the thing about illicit affairs

[01:47.71] And clandestine meetings and stolen stares

[01:51.87] They show their truth one single time

[01:55.58] But they lie, and they lie, and they lie

[01:59.04] A million little times

[02:06.84] And you wanna scream

[02:08.17] Don't call me "kid"

[02:10.03] Don't call me "baby"

[02:12.15] Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me

[02:15.87] You showed me colors

[02:22.51] You know I can't see with anyone else

[02:24.11] Don't call me "kid"

[02:25.97] Don't call me "baby"

[02:28.10] Look at this idiotic fool that you made me

[02:32.07] You taught me a secret language

[02:35.27] I can't speak with anyone else

[02:39.52] And you know damn well

[02:42.70] For you, I would ruin myself

[02:46.69] A million little times