Guilty as Sin
[00:05.00] Drowning in the Blue Nile
[00:07.65] He sent me 'Downtown Lights'
[00:12.96] I hadn't heard it in a while
[00:15.35] My boredom's bone deep
[00:17.75] This cage was once just fine
[00:23.06] Am I allowed to cry?
[00:25.45] I dream of cracking locks
[00:28.10] Throwing my life to the wolves
[00:30.76] Or the ocean rocks
[00:33.42] Crashing into him tonight
[00:35.81] He's a paradox
[00:38.20] I'm seeing visions, am I bad?
[00:41.12] Or mad? Or wise?
[00:44.31] What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[00:48.29] Only in my mind?
[00:53.87] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[00:58.39] Oh what a way to die
[01:03.96] I keep recalling things we never did
[01:08.48] Messy top lip kiss
[01:11.14] How I long for our trysts
[01:14.32] Without ever touching his skin
[01:17.51] How can I be guilty as sin?
[01:23.62] I keep these longings locked
[01:28.67] In lowercase inside a vault
[01:31.32] Someone told me
[01:33.71] There's no such thing as bad thoughts
[01:38.76] Only your actions talk
[01:41.16] These fatal fantasies
[01:44.07] Giving way to labored breath
[01:46.46] Taking all of me
[01:48.59] We've already done it in my head
[01:51.78] If it's make believe
[01:54.17] Why does it feel like a vow
[01:57.09] We'll both uphold somehow?
[02:00.54] What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[02:04.00] Only in my mind?
[02:09.57] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[02:14.09] Oh what a way to die
[02:19.67] My bedsheets are ablaze
[02:22.06] I've screamed his name
[02:24.45] Building up like waves
[02:27.10] Crashing over my grave
[02:30.03] Without ever touching his skin
[02:33.22] How can I be guilty as sin?
[02:38.53] What if I roll the stone away?
[02:43.31] They're gonna crucify me anyway
[02:47.82] What if the way you hold me
[02:50.48] Is actually what's holy?
[02:54.46] If long suffering propriety
[02:58.45] Is what they want from me
[03:00.84] They don't know how you've haunted me
[03:03.76] So stunningly
[03:05.62] I choose you and me
[03:09.07] ... Religiously
[03:13.59] What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[03:17.31] Only in my mind?
[03:22.89] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[03:27.40] Oh what a way to die
[03:32.98] I keep recalling things we never did
[03:37.50] Messy top lip kiss
[03:40.15] How I long for our trysts
[03:43.07] Without ever touching his skin
[03:46.53] How can I be guilty as sin?
[03:52.64] He sent me 'Downtown Lights'
[03:57.68] I hadn't heard it in a while
[04:08.04] Am I allowed to cry?
