NEFFEX - Nightmare [Official Video]
[00:08.63] every day that I wake up
[00:11.38] i wake up in a nightmare
[00:13.64] every day that I wake up
[00:15.63] I can never see quite clear
[00:17.88] when I look at my surroundings
[00:20.13] and everybody still doubts me
[00:22.13] I wanna live to hear a crowd sing
[00:23.88] all my lyrics so loudly
[00:25.89] I miss a time when we would all get together
[00:27.88] I guess it's fine but I really wish that we were better
[00:30.13] real talk sippin drinks without all the pressure
[00:32.38] now everybody needs to think about posting
[00:34.14] whatever
[00:34.88] when people ask how I'm doing ive never been better
[00:37.13] that's really not a conversation I'm willing to enter
[00:38.88] how come we all continue forcing out all of this pressure
[00:41.38] I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures
[00:43.14] I need my space now
[00:45.14] so I can feel nothing
[00:47.62] I live this nightmare
[00:49.39] so I can be something
[00:51.88] I do what I love
[00:54.12] and hope you will love me
[00:56.13] I face this nightmare
[00:58.38] no I am not running
[01:01.64] and I'm scared of being rich
[01:03.88] but I'm scared of being poor
[01:05.88] I'm scared of being lonely
[01:08.14] but I'm scared of being bored sometimes I get really angry
[01:12.15] and I don't know why
[01:14.38] sometimes I really do hate me
[01:16.38] can't even pick my own side
[01:18.89] what is even going on
[01:20.37] why the hell do i even write songs
[01:22.89] what the hell am I doing here man
[01:25.13] I guess don't understand a thing damn but maybe ignorance is bliss
[01:29.16] I'd rather lay in the abyss
[01:31.13] then be aware of what I missed especially
[01:35.13] if I quit they say that hell is your last day
[01:38.19] when you see what you could've became
[01:41.13] that day would drive me insane
[01:42.38] so i intend on staying my lane
[01:45.38] I picked a path and I picked the pain
[01:46.64] I want it bad that won't ever
[01:49.13] change sometimes I'm mad sometimes I'm ok
[01:53.14] I know I'll have what I want someday
[01:53.90] I need my space now
[01:55.13] so I can feel nothing
[01:56.88] I live this nightmare
[01:59.14] so I can be something
[02:01.63] I do what I love
[02:03.63] and hope you will love me
[02:06.14] I face this nightmare
[02:08.13] no I am not running
[02:11.64] and it's hard to be ok
[02:13.63] when everything has changed
[02:15.64] yea it's hard to be ok
[02:17.87] when I can see everything
[02:20.13] the best part of everyone's day
[02:22.38] is on my iPhone on display
[02:24.38] no matter what I do can't get away
[02:26.88] this isn't healthy I don't feel the same
[02:28.88] yo and destiny is a weird thing
[02:30.38] cuz it's easier to believe
[02:32.38] that everything is out of your hands
[02:34.63] it's part of a plan
[02:35.63] so there ain't no need to worry
[02:36.88] don't let your vision be blurry
[02:39.66] lock in to your journey
[02:41.88] and you can start real early
[02:43.12] you can be 13 or you could be 30
[02:45.88] but it's your life to live
[02:48.13] so what you got to give
[02:50.14] you better get after it
[02:51.63] don't you dare quit
[02:52.88] don't you dare kid
[02:54.13] you got dreams
[02:54.89] then your like me
[02:55.89] so try like me
[02:57.12] so fight like me
[02:58.13] take a hold of your life and thrive like me
[03:00.13] so you can put the nightmares to sleep like me
