spotifydown.com - Stan (1)

[00:01.02] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

[00:06.60] The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all

[00:12.99] And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall

[00:18.83] It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[00:24.15] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

[00:30.79] The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all

[00:36.89] And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall

[00:42.74] It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[00:48.07] Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't calling

[00:51.79] I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom

[00:54.18] I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em

[00:57.10] There probably was a problem at the post office or something

[01:00.02] Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em

[01:02.94] But anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man, how's your daughter?

[01:05.86] My girlfriend's pregnant, too, I'm bout to be a father

[01:08.52] If I have a daughter, guess what I'mma call her?

[01:10.91] I'mma name her Bonnie

[01:12.24] I read about your Uncle Ronnie, too, I'm sorry

[01:15.16] I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him

[01:18.08] I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan

[01:21.27] I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam

[01:24.46] I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man

[01:27.38] I like the shit you did with Rawkus, too, that shit was phat

[01:30.30] Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back

[01:33.22] Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan

[01:35.61] This is Stan

[01:36.94] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

[01:42.78] The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all

[01:48.90] And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall

[01:55.01] It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[02:00.05] Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance

[02:03.24] I ain't mad - I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans

[02:06.43] If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert

[02:09.08] You didn't have to, but you could've signed an autograph for Matthew

[02:12.00] That's my little brother man, he's only six years old

[02:14.66] We waited in the blistering cold for you

[02:16.25] For four hours and you just said, "No"

[02:18.65] That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol

[02:21.30] He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do

[02:24.23] I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to

[02:26.88] Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you

[02:31.13] You would write back - see I'm just like you in a way

[02:31.93] I never knew my father neither

[02:34.32] He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her

[02:36.71] I can relate to what you're saying in your songs

[02:39.10] So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on

[02:41.75] 'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed

[02:45.21] I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest

[02:48.13] Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds

[02:50.79] It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me

[02:53.97] See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it

[02:57.16] My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7

[02:59.82] But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does

[03:03.01] She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up

[03:05.93] You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose

[03:09.11] Sincerely yours, Stan

[03:10.44] P.S.

[03:10.71] We should be together, too

[03:12.83] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

[03:16.55] The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all

[03:29.57] And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall

[03:31.16] It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[03:36.47] Dear Mister I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,

[03:39.13] This'll be the last package I ever send your ass

[03:42.05] It's been six months and still no word. I don't deserve it?

[03:44.44] I know you got my last two letters;

[03:46.57] I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect

[03:48.16] So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it

[03:51.09] I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway

[03:54.01] Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?

[03:57.46] You know the song by Phil Collins "In the Air Tonight"

[04:00.11] About that guy who could've saved that other guy from drowning

[04:02.77] But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?

[04:06.22] That's kinda how this is, you could've rescued me from drowning

[04:08.88] Now it's too late. I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy

[04:12.33] And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call

[04:15.25] I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall

[04:17.91] I loved you, Slim, we could've been together, think about it

[04:21.10] You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it

[04:24.29] And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it

[04:27.47] I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me

[04:30.39] See, Slim,—shut up bitch! I'm trying to talk!

[04:33.05] Hey, Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk,

[04:35.71] But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up. See, I ain't like you

[04:39.16] 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die, too

[04:42.61] Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now

[04:45.54] Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?

[05:00.67] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

[05:06.79] The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all

[05:12.63] And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall

[05:18.74] It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[05:24.05] Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I've just been busy

[05:27.24] You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?

[05:30.16] Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that

[05:35.47] And here's an autograph for your brother

[05:36.00] I wrote it on the Starter cap

[05:36.80] I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must've missed you

[05:39.46] Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you

[05:42.38] But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists, too?

[05:45.57] I say that shit's just clowning , dawg

[05:47.43] C'mon! How fucked up is you?

[05:49.02] You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counseling

[05:51.15] To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some

[05:54.07] And what's this shit about us meant to be together?

[05:56.72] That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other

[05:59.93] I really think you and your girlfriend need each other

[06:03.12] Or maybe you just need to treat her better

[06:05.24] I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time

[06:08.97] Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doing just fine

[06:11.90] If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but, Stan

[06:15.88] Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan

[06:18.80] I just don't want you to do some crazy shit

[06:20.93] I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick

[06:24.38] Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge

[06:27.30] And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid

[06:29.96] And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to

[06:32.88] Come to think about it, his name was... it was you

[06:36.60] Damn!