Guilty as Sin_
[00:05.10] Drownin' in the Blue Nile
[00:07.75] He sent me "Downtown Lights"
[00:12.80] I hadn't heard it in a while
[00:15.46] My boredom's bone-deep
[00:17.85] This cage was once just fine
[00:22.90] Am I allowed to cry?
[00:25.55] I dream of crackin' locks
[00:28.21] Throwin' my life to the wolves
[00:30.87] Or the ocean rocks
[00:33.52] Crashin' into him tonight
[00:35.92] He's a paradox
[00:38.03] I'm seeing visions
[00:39.67] Am I bad or mad or wise?
[00:44.19] What if he's written "mine"
[00:46.59] On my upper thigh only in my mind?
[00:53.50] One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
[00:58.28] Oh, what a way to die
[01:03.86] I keep recalling things we never did
[01:08.66] Messy top-lip kiss
[01:11.30] How I long for our trysts
[01:14.22] Without ever touchin' his skin
[01:17.41] How can I be guilty as sin?
[01:21.94] .
[01:23.80] I keep these longings lockеd
[01:28.58] In lowercase, inside a vault
[01:31.50] Somеone told me
[01:33.90] "There's no such thing as bad thoughts
[01:38.68] Only your actions talk"
[01:41.07] These fatal fantasies
[01:43.99] Giving way to labored breath
[01:46.65] Takin' all of me
[01:48.77] We've already done it in my head
[01:51.71] If it's make-believe
[01:54.38] Why does it feel like a vow
[01:57.03] We'll both uphold somehow?
[02:00.24] What if he's written "mine"
[02:02.37] On my upper thigh only in my mind?
[02:09.55] One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
[02:14.07] Oh, what a way to die
[02:19.92] My bed sheets are ablaze
[02:22.57] I've screamed his name
[02:24.42] Buildin' up like waves crashin' over my grave
[02:30.27] Without ever touchin' his skin
[02:33.46] How can I be guilty as sin?
[02:38.77] What if I roll the stone away?
[02:43.28] They're gonna crucify me anyway
[02:47.80] What if the way you hold me
[02:50.19] Is actually what's holy?
[02:54.71] If long-suffering propriety
[02:58.16] Is what they want from me
[03:00.82] They don't know
[03:02.16] How you've haunted me so stunningly
[03:05.60] I choose you and me religiously
[03:11.71] .
[03:13.57] What if he's written "mine"
[03:16.22] On my upper thigh only in my mind?
[03:22.87] One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
[03:27.13] Oh, what a way to die
[03:33.24] I keep recalling things we never did
[03:37.75] Messy top-lip kiss
[03:40.14] How I long for our trysts
[03:43.34] Without ever touchin' his skin
[03:46.52] How can I be guilty as sin?
[03:51.03] .
[03:52.37] He sent me "Downtown Lights"
[03:57.69] I hadn't heard it in a while
[04:01.67] .
[04:08.05] Am I allowed to cry?
[04:10.44] .
