If depression gets the best of me

[00:00.78] Empty, and numb

[00:08.02] Still can't get past all the sadness, and the crumbs I left

[00:16.78] Help me, I'm scared

[00:22.75] 'Cause the one thing on my mind

[00:27.00] Is for me to disappear

[00:34.22] So mama when I die

[00:37.73] Please hold in your cry

[00:41.47] Just know that when I'm gone

[00:44.51] I'll always be right by your side

[00:49.58] And lover, when I leave

[00:53.50] I know that we don't speak

[00:57.79] I'm sorry that I failed you

[01:00.76] But you meant the world to me

[01:08.01] I lost my sight

[01:16.25] I still can't see all the places

[01:24.25] Where there might be light

[01:25.51] I used to stare

[01:30.00] At the mirror, now I don't

[01:34.25] 'Cause when I do I see a ghost

[01:38.74] It's not my fault that you feel like, I'm so self centered

[01:46.44] I'm tryna be better

[01:49.68] But I feel under the weather

[01:53.73] So mama when I die

[01:57.65] Please hold in your cry

[02:01.41] Just know that when I'm gone

[02:04.44] I'll always be right by your side

[02:09.43] And lover when I leave

[02:13.49] I know that we don't speak

[02:17.43] I'm sorry that I failed you

[02:20.66] You deserve better than me

[02:25.94] So mama when I die

[02:29.92] Please hold in your cry

[02:33.67] Just know that when I'm gone

[02:36.43] I'll always be right by your side

[02:42.13] And lover when I leave

[02:45.66] I know that we don't speak

[02:49.90] I'm sorry that I failed you

[02:52.91] You deserve better than me