this is me trying

[00:28.92] I've been having a hard time adjusting

[00:32.19] I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting

[00:35.72] I didn't know if you'd care if I came back

[00:39.30] I have a lot of regrets about that

[00:42.95] Pulled the car off the road to the lookout

[00:46.39] Could've followed my fears all the way down

[00:49.61] And maybe I don't quite know what to say

[00:52.60] But I'm here in your doorway

[00:54.81] I just wanted you to know

[00:58.09] That this is me trying

[01:01.92] I just wanted you to know

[01:05.26] That this is me trying

[01:25.18] They told me all of my cages were mental

[01:28.76] So I got wasted like all my potential

[01:32.56] And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

[01:35.83] I have a lot of regrets about that

[01:39.12] I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere

[01:42.87] Fell behind all my classmates, and I ended up here

[01:46.62] Pouring out my heart to a stranger

[01:49.09] But I didn't pour the whiskey

[01:51.57] I just wanted you to know

[01:54.63] That this is me trying

[01:58.40] I just wanted you to know

[02:01.70] That this is me trying

[02:05.92] At least I'm trying

[02:21.06] And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound

[02:25.53] It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you

[02:29.06] You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town

[02:33.52] And I just wanted you to know

[02:36.92] That this is me trying

[02:39.17] (And maybe I don't quite know what to say)

[02:41.07] I just wanted you to know

[02:44.13] That this is me trying

[02:48.32] At least I'm trying