Brutal

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[00:12.86] I want it to be, like, messy

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[00:21.77] I'm so insecure, I think

[00:23.76] That I'll die before I drink

[00:25.63] And I'm so caught up in the news

[00:27.52] Of who likes me and who hates you

[00:29.43] And I'm so tired that I might

[00:31.47] Quit my job, start a new life

[00:33.38] And they'd all be so disappointed

[00:35.26] 'Cause who am I if not exploited?

[00:37.42] And I'm so sick of seventeen

[00:39.14] Where's my fucking teenage dream?

[00:41.00] If someone tells me one more time

[00:43.00] "Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry

[00:45.04] And I don't stick up for myself

[00:46.91] I'm anxious, and nothing can help

[00:48.89] And I wish I'd done this before

[00:50.70] And I wish people liked me more

[00:52.84] All I did was try my best

[00:54.85] This the kinda thanks I get?

[00:56.73] Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)

[01:00.34] They say these are the golden years

[01:02.33] But I wish I could disappear

[01:04.48] Ego crush is so severe

[01:06.33] God, it's brutal out here

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[01:11.68] (Yeah)

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[01:16.05] I feel like no one wants me

[01:17.94] And I hate the way I'm perceived

[01:19.94] I only have two real friends

[01:21.81] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

[01:23.67] 'Cause I love people I don't like

[01:25.56] And I hate every song I write

[01:27.54] And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart

[01:29.40] And I can't even parallel park

[01:31.49] All I did was try my best

[01:33.41] This the kinda thanks I get?

[01:35.45] Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)

[01:39.02] They say these are the golden years

[01:41.02] But I wish I could disappear

[01:43.09] Ego crush is so severe

[01:45.00] God, it's brutal out here

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[01:50.38] (Yeah)

[01:51.75] (Just havin' a really good time)

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[02:03.70] Got a broken ego, broken heart

[02:10.63] (Yeah, it's brutal out here, yeah, it's brutal out here)

[02:12.90] And God, I don't even know where to start

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