Crying During Sex

[00:43.35] I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues

[00:53.29] When I take you and your

[00:55.50] Brother in the back pew

[01:01.60] Drive into the median

[01:07.34] Keep myself from eating and wonder

[01:10.60] Why I feel so sick

[01:14.48] Tradition’s ligature marks always

[01:19.17] Yellow through

[01:25.69] I lied when I said I didn’t want you

[01:34.52] In no time

[01:39.23] You’ll forget the way we were supposed to be

[01:44.54] Asking what I’m on this time

[01:48.79] Holding on to you like I do

[01:55.43] Like we’re the only people in the

[02:01.54] World god left to mind to

[02:08.44] Two drowning coals won’t ever light

[02:18.54] But if I ask you to, you’ll warm the night

[00:00.00] If I want you like I said I’d never do

[00:00.00] I would hold my breath and

[00:00.00] Sit down next to you

[00:00.00] Terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you

[00:00.00] And right now I need you

[00:00.00] I don’t know what happened

[00:00.00] I don’t know what happened

[00:00.00] I was young and sweet

[00:00.00] And then something happened

[00:00.00] Something overwhelming something everlasting

[00:00.00] Time drags on

[00:00.00] I hate him for the time he’s gone

[00:00.00] I’ve been here for weeks

[00:00.00] I’ve been here for years

[00:00.00] I’ve been here too long

[00:00.00] I forgot what stop means

[00:00.00] Either I drink it or the boat sinks

[00:00.00] It’s easy for him to get out of me

[00:00.00] What I’ve been praying will get out of me

[00:00.00] Will I always be crying during sex with you

[00:00.00] All my dreams take place in

[00:00.00] Heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you

[00:00.00] Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises

[00:00.00] Between my thighs

[00:00.00] Look me deep In my eyes like

[00:00.00] I’m a river worth wading

[00:00.00] And if I’m crying, it’s because I’m in love

[00:00.00] And I could love you if I tried

[00:00.00] And I’m trying

[00:00.00] I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying