intrusive thoughts

[00:04.81] I'm historically heartbroken

[00:08.53] Drowning in my own emotions

[00:12.26] One minute away from breaking down, down, down

[00:19.17] I'm always leaving empty-handed

[00:23.69] No one wants a heart that's damaged

[00:27.40] Only know a love that lets me down, down, down, oh

[00:33.78] Staring contest with the walls

[00:40.42] I'm giving into my intrusive thoughts

[00:50.51] What if I never find anybody to love

[00:53.97] Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?

[00:57.68] 'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

[01:04.59] Whoa, what if I get to heaven, and it's not even real

[01:09.11] And I die before telling you how I really feel?

[01:13.09] 'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

[01:18.67] That maybe love's not for me

[01:25.57] If you don't look too closely

[01:29.03] You can't even tell I'm lonely

[01:33.28] Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night, night

[01:40.45] Tryna keep myself distracted

[01:44.18] But I get all these awful habits

[01:47.88] Of listening to voices in my mind, mind, mind, oh

[01:54.53] Staring contest with the walls

[02:01.17] I'm giving into my intrusive thoughts, oh

[02:12.85] What if I never find anybody to love

[02:16.57] Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?

[02:20.30] 'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave? Whoa

[02:27.99] What if I get to heaven, and it's not even real

[02:31.72] And I die before telling you how I really feel

[02:35.43] 'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

[02:41.28] Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh

[02:48.71] Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh

[02:56.42] Maybe love's not for me

[03:03.85] Maybe love's not for me

[03:07.31] For me, for me, for me

[03:11.56] Maybe love's not for me