PDot-O-ft-Sky-Nomonde-Stage-Fright

[00:09.72] Uh yeah

[00:18.76] Yhii

[00:23.01] I've been rapping for a long time

[00:25.41] I've been slaying for a long time

[00:27.25] Part of me is so tired

[00:29.40] I've been complaining for a long time

[00:31.26] You know what I ooze a certain energy

[00:34.18] Was birthed to be the best indeed

[00:35.77] I seldom sleep thinking about ways

[00:37.37] I'm dreaming of days

[00:38.96] Shit is fucked up it seems I'm slipping away

[00:41.35] Stage freight got me feeling brave right

[00:44.01] But the irony the butterflies make me slay mic

[00:47.47] So take me somewhere beautiful

[00:49.60] Let me live my life

[00:51.19] I'm sick and tired of this shit that we used to do

[00:53.84] Fuck rap this shit is rotten as hell now

[00:56.50] Nightmares reading I'm Hell bound

[00:58.90] I bleed red blood over the microphone

[01:01.02] Tell me why we so alone

[01:02.61] I'm searching for a better day

[01:04.22] Mama on the other phone

[01:05.79] Hold up mama

[01:06.87] Let me call you right back

[01:08.20] Head spinning pop a pill

[01:09.80] I hope I take the right step

[01:11.64] But the stage keep calling

[01:13.24] No matter how many times a motherfucker get up

[01:16.44] I keep falling I'm calling

[01:18.56] Vision is still clear because he

[01:20.97] Know how to get the fuck up and keep balling shiii

[01:24.15] I feel sick too many crooks right now

[01:26.80] That's why I chill and read a book right now

[01:29.19] I know my hooks profound that's why I cook more sounds

[01:32.38] I fucking look so calm but inside I'm still boiling

[01:35.84] Make no mistake I'ma go down a legend

[01:38.50] People understand that he spiritual like a reverend

[01:41.41] In my presence you feel the light of God like it's magic

[01:44.59] Seperate the fake ones and put me in the front seat yhii

[01:48.86] Partner you get what you give

[01:50.44] I gave my soul to the music and now I'm blessed to receive

[01:53.37] And it's a blessing indeed

[01:54.97] We never stressed we believe

[01:56.28] It's all love nothing greater than a vision complete

[01:59.48] Look I don't give a fuck if you like me or not

[02:02.14] All I know the letters I write are permanent marked

[02:05.32] The devil is fucked

[02:06.39] We pray God and move in abundance

[02:08.50] I fought everyday for that one chance

[02:10.90] One chance to prove myself

[02:13.02] I've abused myself

[02:14.35] Neglect the responsibility to boost myself Lord

[02:18.06] Nobody bleed words the way I do

[02:20.19] But this shit come at a price before you hear my truth

[02:23.39] Understand my devil

[02:25.24] Understand my demon

[02:26.56] Understand my vice

[02:28.16] Appreciate my freedom yhii

[02:30.30] Look I'm synonymous to van Gogh

[02:32.69] I paint love but my pain in the forefront

[02:35.88] You can't force us to conform to your false trust

[02:38.81] You can't force us to conform to your false love

[02:42.00] Trust

[02:43.07] Whoever read this letter understand that I'm a man

[02:46.78] I'm tryna make things better

[02:47.84] So of course I mess up but the truth my treasure

[02:50.50] Alleviate that pressure and keep the faith my nigga

[02:53.43] Uh look

[02:54.75] Just keep the faith my nigga

[02:56.36] What goes up must come down I understand that better

[02:59.81] Uh stage freight fuck it

[03:01.67] I'm at a loss B

[03:03.27] Suck it up for real and just perform P

[03:05.91] Your pen is concrete

[03:07.51] Your story goes deep

[03:09.10] Never shy away from God that is a core need

[03:12.82] Come face your fears

[03:14.67] They didn't explain that means taking a mirror

[03:17.34] And asking all your unattractive demons to come hither

[03:20.79] But they scream against your reflection they never whisper

[03:25.05] Stage freight

[03:26.10] Only afraid about the words you won't say right

[03:29.29] That's what happens when you choke on clouds

[03:31.42] The curse that comes with being elevated at first flight

[03:35.69] They said it's part of the constitutional makeup

[03:38.88] But it never conceals right

[03:41.28] Stage freight

[03:43.13] The audience becomes an open lake

[03:45.26] They see you as the big fish but deep inside you're the small hake

[03:49.78] They're applauds remain your bait and so we remain in chase

[03:55.36] Unless they fold their arms and for our ovation til death we shall wait

[04:00.95] Stage freight

[04:02.27] It's only scary when you meet yourself there

[04:05.47] And you've never been introduced

[04:07.87] Your soul has gone through so much it finally feels reduced

[04:12.39] Like is this me

[04:14.51] Why am I so afraid of being in my own skin

[04:17.98] Living only to die on stages

[04:20.36] They'll recite my rhymes I've lived in pages

[04:23.82] The only fear I have is the bright light turning me blind while I seek my kind

[04:29.66] Scream osaah to my thoughts and be blessed with peace of mind

[04:35.24] Curtains drawn pencils broken heads the story of my life

[04:40.03] Waking up in cold sweat to realise

[04:42.95] I live for the adrenaline that comes with dying

[04:46.67] Of stage freight