Wishes

[00:21.41] I wish I was a reader and I wish I was

[00:26.20] The kind of daughter that calls her mom

[00:31.51] With stupid questions or anything at all

[00:41.86] And I wish that I was smaller or I wish I was

[00:46.91] Better at being kind to the one body that I've got

[00:51.70] After all, it keeps me breathin' till the day it just cannot

[01:01.79] I wish I didn't feel like a burden

[01:08.43] All the time

[01:12.14] Wish I was certain

[01:14.54] I wanna live this kind of life

[01:25.43] I wish I didn't linger on every thought

[01:30.75] Reshapin' every moment to the point of losin' touch

[01:35.26] Wish I was in my body 'stead of hoverin' above (oh-oh)

[01:45.08] And I wish that I was harder

[01:48.28] And I wish I was less of a feeler so it wouldn't hurt so much

[01:55.73] But I offer all my pillows and I give my bed to lay

[02:00.78] I'm a shoulder for a cry until the tears melt me away

[02:06.08] I wish I didn't feel like a burden

[02:12.46] All the time

[02:16.18] Wish I was certain

[02:18.57] I wanna live this kind of life

[02:31.88] I wish that I was smarter and I wish I could

[02:36.68] Communicate a thought without being misunderstood

[02:41.72] But it's better keeping quiet, yeah, it's easy staying put

[02:51.31] And I wish I didn't cater when I know I should

[02:57.16] Stop beggin' for forgiveness and start puttin' down my foot

[03:02.21] I'm just used to people pleasin', yeah, I've gotten way too good

[03:07.26] I think I have become the person that I said I never would

[03:12.30] I wish I didn't feel like a burden

[03:18.50] All the time

[03:22.49] Wish I was certain

[03:25.14] I wanna live this kind of life

[03:33.11] I wish I didn't (I wish I didn't) feel like a burden

[03:40.02] Ah, oh-oh

[03:42.95] I wish I wasn't (I wish I wasn't) so scared of something

[03:49.32] Oh-oh, ohh

[03:53.30] I wish these wishes weren't all for nothing

[03:59.94] All the time