Heaven's Gate
[00:07.21] I created those around me
[00:08.96] Though I don't know which is worse
[00:10.70] 'cause playing god is funny
[00:12.21] Till you have to choose
[00:13.45] Who's dying first
[00:14.73] I became the thing I feared
[00:16.71] Taking their lives in my hand
[00:18.45] My innocence had consequences
[00:20.44] That I still don't understand
[00:22.70] I was told that I was vital in the
[00:24.20] Plan to save my life
[00:26.21] So I promised mine in hopes
[00:27.97] I'd be the one holding the knife
[00:30.46] Our bodies were the vehicle
[00:31.71] Transporters of the soul
[00:33.45] I was young and bold and stupid
[00:35.69] In a six-foot self-dug hole
[00:37.95] Was I the only one to question
[00:39.96] Anything they said?
[00:41.72] I take it back I'll follow
[00:43.20] Till I fly or till I'm dead
[00:45.20] My immortal evolutionary traits
[00:47.72] Are still intact
[00:48.94] I am unapologetic
[00:50.71] For the sympathy I lacked
[00:52.70] I left my body back in
[00:54.70] California 'cause I'm weak
[00:56.45] Overdosed on phenobarbital
[00:58.70] It's part of my mystique
[01:00.46] So in '97 I gave up my future
[01:02.71] I'd been raised
[01:04.46] To reject my human nature
[01:06.21] In the hopes that I'd be praised
[01:08.20] I thought SOS meant save our souls
[01:10.20] Instead it meant jack shit
[01:11.95] 'cause nobody came to help me
[01:13.71] When I told myself I'd quit
[01:15.96] I trusted blindly was it wrong
[01:17.72] For me to latch on tight?
[01:19.46] 'cause I didn't realise nettles stung
[01:21.71] And apples weren't all white
[01:23.70] Ignorance is bliss or maybe
[01:25.45] Ignorance is bait
[01:27.46] 'cause I didn't deserve heaven
[01:29.22] But I'm standing at its gate
[01:31.45] Was I the only one to question
[01:35.20] Anything they said?
[01:35.45] I take it back
[01:36.71] I'll follow till I fly or till I'm dead
[01:38.46] My immortal evolutionary traits
[01:40.96] Are still intact
[01:42.45] I am unapologetic
[01:44.21] For the empathy I lacked
[01:46.21] I left my body back in Cali
[01:47.95] I'm not bothered to return
[01:49.71] The taste of apple sauce
[01:51.21] And vodka aren't my main concerns
[02:01.45] Giving up is easy
[02:03.23] When the default's to survive
[02:05.20] 'cause a better life will only cost
[02:07.20] Three quarters and a five
[02:09.45] I'll meet you in the promised
[02:10.95] Paradise we often preach
[02:12.95] So I'd hope for liberation
[02:14.97] But that isn't what we teach
[02:18.71] My immortal evolutionary traits
[02:20.95] Are still intact
[02:22.20] I am unapologetic
[02:23.95] For the apathy I lacked
[02:25.97] I left my body back in
[02:27.70] San Diego, Santa Fe
[02:29.46] They could tell me
[02:30.95] Fucking nonsense
[02:31.95] With the knowledge I'd obey
