First Heartbreak

[00:13.24] I wanna tell you

[00:17.49] I'm right here

[00:20.68] But I'm still so angry even after all these years

[00:27.59] I know your family was falling apart

[00:34.76] So I don't blame you but I still have a heart

[00:41.94] All of my friends and my therapist say

[00:45.12] That it's nothing and I've gone insane

[00:49.11] Everyone says I'm a narcissist

[00:51.80] Truth is I just haven't dealt with the blame

[00:55.78] You chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend

[01:00.29] And I'm left in the flame

[01:02.93] There's nothing like first heartbreak

[01:10.10] Know I should move on

[01:13.82] God knows I've tried

[01:17.00] But I hit this strange wall without you by my side

[01:24.46] We were forever at one point in time

[01:31.10] The night you left me

[01:34.55] You left me half alive

[01:38.27] I started running, got faster and faster

[01:41.72] But I just couldn't get away

[01:45.71] All of my problems got bigger and bigger

[01:48.89] Until I couldn't feel the pain

[01:52.62] Because you chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend

[01:56.60] And I'm going insane

[01:59.52] There's nothing like first heartbreak

[02:04.03] Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh

[02:10.41] Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh

[02:17.31] Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh

[02:24.49] Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh

[02:28.48] I had to lose you to find myself

[02:34.60] You can't know heaven until you know hell

[02:41.51] I'll always love you even if you're gone

[02:48.96] I'm letting go but always holding on