Scars on my Heart

[00:23.52] Yeah, uh, I'm sick of loving, every time it's just a misconception

[00:28.05] I find a girl and she lead me into a new dimension

[00:31.16] Thinking 'bout the future, counting out all of our blessings

[00:34.31] And then I find out it's all fake, and she leaves me guessing

[00:37.35] I guess I learned my lesson, I guess we're better ended

[00:40.25] I wish I never gave my heart out, dummy, should've kept it

[00:43.43] Just like a piece of paper, she ripped my heart in half

[00:46.38] I guess this kind of thing is something I won't ever have

[00:49.54] But it's fine, soon I'll just get used to it

[00:52.49] To keep my mind off of love, I'll just do stupid shit

[00:55.62] I fell asleep, questioning is anyone for me

[00:58.34] Laying on my back, using music as a remedy

[01:01.58] Listening and writing all these sad songs

[01:04.55] Happy for a bit, but doesn't last long

[01:07.44] I'm tryna find the joy, in all this chaos

[01:10.53] Keep on praying, for my future hope it pays off

[01:13.68] Broke my heart, you tore it in two

[01:20.55] You tore it in two

[01:25.65] So why am I still thinking of you?

[01:33.07] Why am I still thinking of you, why?

[01:37.72] Yo, Lately it's fuck emotions, grab the dope and then I roll it

[01:41.41] I've been tripping off the potent, honestly I'm omnipotent

[01:44.41] Used to think about our memories, I cleared 'em like my history

[01:47.74] Wrote this in a grave to set the scene 'cause love is dead to me

[01:50.66] Our love was one sided, I know you ain't felt the same

[01:54.02] I bet you relish the fact that I fucking felt this pain

[01:57.22] You gave me comfort, you were like my shelter from the rain

[02:00.33] Gripping the razor blade, I swear I'd never love again

[02:03.21] I'll keep that promise, trust me I won't break it

[02:06.27] I'll rip my heart out of my chest and chain it in the basement

[02:09.32] Knocking bottles 'till I'm wasted, clear to see I'm changing

[02:12.33] Rather stick to blazing then the dreams that I've been chasing

[02:15.53] Broke my heart, You tore it in two

[02:27.29] So why am I still thinking of you?

[02:34.65] I don't even know no more

[02:39.69] I know hearts don't physically break, but my chest hurts

[02:43.24] I can still smell her perfume on my sweatshirt

[02:46.39] They say that time can heal, soon I'll feel better

[02:49.17] But all that can heal, this is if I never met her

[02:52.28] Story never ends if the story never starts

[02:55.38] Take these sad feelings, tryna turn them into art

[02:58.10] Paintbrush light stroke, out all of my feelings

[03:01.53] Spitting shit, typing quick, keep writin' lyrics

[03:04.67] Take the wheel I can't see, but keep steering

[03:07.76] Moving on kicking out my past demons

[03:11.06] And I'm not walking, I'll be running from this torture

[03:14.11] I see the light, do my best to move forward

[03:17.04] Broke my heart, you tore it in two

[03:28.62] So why am I still thinking of you?

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