Crow's nest

[00:02.50] Always been the one they laugh at

[00:05.34] I don't wanna stay here, stay here

[00:09.71] Screw these pointless converstations

[00:13.91] Always been the one they laugh at

[00:16.79] This party wasn't what I thought

[00:19.70] I don't wanna take these shots

[00:22.06] Wish I never bought this ice cream cake

[00:24.56] (Take me somewhere)

[00:30.35] (I don't know yet)

[00:35.66] (Leave me footprints)

[00:41.69] (All the way to the crow's nest)

[00:46.63] I've always been a little different, hard to understand

[00:49.32] But life go constantly down paths that I can't ever plan

[00:52.43] Had to leave the party early, couldn't saw me push through

[00:55.68] Side effect of always dreamin', I might never land

[00:58.13] Lonely road I walk alone with all my demons now

[01:01.10] I wish I had more control, I don't mean to shout

[01:03.92] Into the darkness, tryna' find who I used to be

[01:06.93] But as I stare up at the stars, can't remember now

[01:09.98] Yeah

[01:10.57] I see that red spark

[01:11.95] Getting bigger on my shirt

[01:13.60] Sitting still inside my fridge

[01:14.73] Cut my soul, it's feeling burnt

[01:16.48] I'm the worst, 'boutta burst into tears

[01:18.96] Haven't been to model or to church in my years

[01:22.15] What's my name?

[01:23.24] What's my purpose?

[01:24.66] The more I find

[01:26.04] The more I'm certain

[01:27.61] Fruit tastes bad

[01:29.06] Snakes in their braces

[01:30.37] Handful of seas

[01:31.71] I'll cast to the ravens

[01:33.38] I guess I've been going through shit

[01:35.05] Going through shit

[01:36.11] Problems hid behind my tulips

[01:37.73] This is useless

[01:38.81] Lately everything get heavy

[01:40.28] And a drag down

[01:41.70] Even though I wanna leave

[01:43.19] Would you stay round?

[01:44.80] Swear I'm trying not to hold back

[01:46.62] But I hold back

[01:47.73] Only one I trust, you know that

[01:49.48] Hope you know that

[01:50.55] Wishing I'll be in your arms if I wake up

[01:53.34] Through the shield in my arm

[01:54.70] When the pain comes

[01:56.50] Don't fall for me

[01:57.52] Fall for me

[01:58.08] Flawlessly falling into place

[02:00.35] Running to their death

[02:01.42] While they treat it like a race

[02:03.12] Waiting for the sun to come back

[02:05.02] Hope I'm ready

[02:06.19] It's heavy, my breath and my legs feel like jelly

[02:09.17] Tell me swim along, and sing to the sun

[02:11.65] Tell me swim along, and sing to the sun, yeah

[02:14.45] You can laugh at me all that you want

[02:17.41] It's the fools that be running the time

[02:20.76] (Take me somewhere)

[02:26.30] (I don't know yet)

[02:32.39] (Leave me footprints)

[02:38.06] (All the way to the crow's nest)

[02:43.49] Sick of waking up late, it's almost noon already

[02:45.94] I haven't been feeling myself, 'tryna change the settings

[02:49.09] 'Tryna change how I live, I'm turning into a swine

[02:52.02] Call of Duty and movies taking up most of my time

[02:54.85] I should go and see my brother more

[02:57.66] He misses telling all his friends about our pillow forts

[03:00.41] I moved out on my own 'bout a year ago

[03:03.46] Feels like we're friends but I use to be his hero

[03:06.36] What's that noise?

[03:08.54] Must be a ghost

[03:09.98] Hope these spirits take me

[03:11.24] I'm making you host

[03:14.89] (Take me somewhere)

[03:20.93] (I don't know yet)

[03:26.55] (Leave me footprints)

[03:32.49] (All the way to the crow's nest)

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