Hate Myself

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[00:01.11] Hate Myself

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[00:02.17] Ocky Aldi

[00:02.71] I don't see you like I should

[00:05.10] You look so misunderstood

[00:10.68] And I wish I could help

[00:13.60] But it's hard when I hate myself

[00:17.05] Pray to God with my arms open

[00:21.03] If this is it, then I feel hopeless

[00:26.61] And I wish I could help

[00:29.54] But it's hard when I hate myself

[00:32.19] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me

[00:34.05] They bring out the worst in me

[00:35.67] Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think

[00:37.25] If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me

[00:39.91] All the core beliefs

[00:40.97] And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not my worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace

[00:43.89] Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me

[00:45.75] Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak

[00:48.14] It's kinda weird

[00:48.94] Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink

[00:51.60] That's more deceit, more defeat

[00:52.92] Is this really what I'm born to be?

[00:55.05] That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique

[00:56.38] So poor, but I'm so wealthy

[00:57.71] Need help, but you can't help me

[00:59.30] What else can the world sell me?

[01:00.89] Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock

[01:03.29] But it's not healthy

[01:05.15] I don't see you like I should

[01:09.13] You look so misunderstood

[01:14.45] And I wish I could help

[01:17.63] But it's hard when I hate myself

[01:21.08] Pray to God with my arms open

[01:25.07] If this is it, then I feel hopeless

[01:30.38] And I wish I could help

[01:33.57] But it's hard when I hate myself

[01:35.96] Yeah, late nights get the best of me

[01:37.81] They know how to get to me

[01:39.14] Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me

[01:41.80] But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief

[01:44.19] So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful

[01:46.05] What is success when hope has left you

[01:48.21] I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record

[01:49.80] Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!

[01:52.20] Come across like it's so easy

[01:53.78] But I feel like you don't need me

[01:55.38] When I feel like you don't need me

[01:56.98] Then I feel like you don't see me

[01:58.30] And my life has no meaning, drain me

[02:00.43] Hands out, tryna ask for love

[02:01.75] But when I get it, I just pass it up

[02:03.35] Throw it away and think about it later

[02:04.67] Diggin' through the trash for drugs

[02:06.01] Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't

[02:08.14] I'm scared because

[02:09.74] I don't see you like I should

[02:13.19] You look so misunderstood

[02:18.50] And I wish I could help

[02:21.69] But it's hard when I hate myself

[02:25.14] Pray to God with my arms open

[02:28.86] If this is it, then I feel hopeless

[02:34.46] And I wish I could help

[02:37.65] But it's hard when I hate myself

[02:40.30] I walk through the ashes of my passions

[02:42.16] Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket

[02:44.30] Get lost in the questions I can't answer

[02:46.44] Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter

[02:48.30] We scream to be free, but I stay captured

[02:50.42] Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions

[02:52.31] Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'

[02:54.44] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it

[02:59.49] But I can't have it

[03:02.41] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it

[03:07.19] But I can't have it

[03:10.41] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it

[03:13.06] I don't see you like I should

[03:17.05] You look so misunderstood

[03:22.36] And I wish I could help

[03:25.55] But it's hard when I hate myself

[03:29.00] Pray to God with my arms open

[03:32.99] If this is it, then I feel hopeless

[03:38.56] And I wish I could help

[03:41.75] But it's hard when I hate myself

[03:47.07] Hate myself

[03:49.45] But it's hard when I hate myself

[03:55.03] Hate myself

[03:57.70] But it's hard when I hate myself

[04:03.01] When I hate myself

[04:05.66] It's kinda hard when I hate myself

[04:11.83] I hate myself

[04:13.69] It's hard when I hate myself