a letter to myself at 17_Baby Queen

[00:12.14] You'll say goodbye, pack your bags, and you'll fly across the world

[00:25.38] And you'll end up somewhere people don't really care that you've kissed girls

[00:39.16] You'll fall in love, one year on you'll get dumped in a park

[00:52.92] But that's okay because when you're in pain, you make art

[01:05.66] And the higher you climb, the lower you sink

[01:09.07] And the stronger the drink, the longer you think, the less you know (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)

[01:19.14] And the smarter you play, the harder the game

[01:22.54] And the harder the game, the stronger the pain, the more you grow (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)

[01:31.02] So you grow

[01:32.87] Don't call them friends

[01:35.50] If they're only your friends when you're doing drugs

[01:45.84] And don't wait for the day

[01:48.74] You reach your perfect weight, cause that day never comes

[01:59.09] And the more that you get, the more that you want

[02:02.77] And the more that you care, the harder you love

[02:05.37] The more it'll hurt, it'll hurt all the time

[02:08.73] You'll swear that you're cursed, you'll be sorry you tried

[02:12.69] But the longer you rest, the more that you guess, the deeper you doubt

[02:16.85] The higher you get, the more it'll bring you down

[02:21.06] And when you can't get any lower

[02:24.16] And when you think it's really over

[02:32.11] It's never really over

[02:39.76] Just go outside

[02:42.38] All I know is that time won't wait for you

[02:53.24] And try to be happy, you might be if only you knew

[03:02.78] That your wildest dreams came true