Fighting Myself

[00:28.91] Now, sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud

[00:32.36] Every little thing that I think about just builds on top of the pain and doubt

[00:35.81] Even though I just wanna let it out I try to act like I don't mind it

[00:39.57] Try to keep my mouth so quiet

[00:41.16] But sitting there in my silence just seems to amplify it

[00:44.47] When I thought that keeping this inside would make it better

[00:47.91] I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever

[00:51.36] But everytime I think I got everything put back together

[00:54.81] I end up making more regrets, making more regrets

[00:58.00] Falling from grace I watched it all come apart

[01:01.45] Knowing I could have changed it all from the start

[01:05.16] Fighting myself I always lose

[01:08.62] Fighting myself I always lose

[01:12.25] I didn't want you to think I'm worn out so easily

[01:14.75] Wish I'd held it in so you never knew what built up inside of me

[01:18.23] Now I don't know how it overflowed, spilled out unwillingly

[01:21.68] But now everything that I learned to hate came out for you to see

[01:25.13] I don't want you to promise you can change everything and make it better

[01:29.12] 'Cause you can bet I'm gonna end up ruining it forever

[01:32.57] And everytime you think you got everything put back together

[01:36.02] I end up making more regrets, making more regrets

[01:39.20] Falling from grace I watched it all come apart

[01:42.66] Knowing I could have changed it all from the start

[01:46.37] Fighting myself I always lose

[01:49.60] Fighting myself I always lose

[01:53.09] Falling from grace I watched it all come apart

[01:56.28] Knowing I could have changed it all from the start

[02:00.00] Fighting myself I always lose

[02:03.45] Fighting myself I always lose

[02:20.79] I can't run with this weight on my back

[02:23.84] I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past

[02:27.55] I can't breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside me

[02:34.53] I can't run with this weight on my back

[02:37.72] I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past

[02:41.24] I can't breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside of me

[02:47.86] Falling from grace I watched it all come apart

[02:51.12] Knowing I could have changed it all from the start

[02:55.09] I can't breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside of me

[03:01.60] Falling from grace I watched it all come apart

[03:04.79] Knowing I could have changed it all from the start

[03:08.75] I can't breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside of me