music

[00:09.46] (My brain, that's why we take drugs to escape)

[00:14.05] I feel the rain, it burns like pain

[00:17.56] Alone again, where are my friends?

[00:20.99] I need to change things in my brain

[00:24.38] That's why we take drugs to escape

[00:28.04] The weather speaks to me, a different frequency

[00:31.25] Gave you a piece of me, but you left so easily

[00:34.90] I thought you needed me, you kept deceiving me

[00:38.22] Think you mistreated me, what did you ever see in me?

[00:41.82] I'm in a better place, I'm in a sweater space

[00:45.18] Thumb holes, a warm embrace, taking me to better days

[00:48.83] I work to make a change, I work through all the pain

[00:52.17] Distractions keep me sane, I may never be the same

[00:56.33] Let me feel for a minute, wait, I don't like that, quit it

[00:59.42] I'm a real big cynic, I don't really trust too much, I limit

[01:02.80] But when I do, I'm committed and when I do, man, I'm in it

[01:06.73] I'm by your side 'til we winning

[01:08.08] Ride or die, I'ma always stay with it

[01:09.80] Got my mind tangled in knots

[01:11.51] Trying to hide from the painful thoughts

[01:13.22] Crouching behind all the memories lost

[01:14.93] The happy ones between the awful spots

[01:17.14] I visualize a lot, protagonistic thoughts

[01:20.79] Antagonistic boss, I try to win, try to see the plot

[01:24.05] I feel the rain, it burns like pain

[01:27.66] Alone again, where are my friends?

[01:30.86] I need to change, things in my brain

[01:34.58] That's why we take, drugs to escape

[01:38.00] But that don't change a fucking thing

[01:41.59] I need some space, it's not a phase

[01:45.20] These sleepy days, they keep me sane

[01:48.54] I'll dream of rain that 'cause

[01:51.04] No pain / It's so cold outside, why am I in this life?

[01:55.25] Why am I here alive? The only point: Survive

[01:58.93] But if we all just die, then we all fail with time

[02:02.36] No that cannot be right, there must be more to life

[02:06.00] I wanna make a difference, I wanna be consistent

[02:09.46] I wanna be committed, that shit can be so addicting

[02:13.11] I have some new convictions, I have some new conditions

[02:16.32] I have some premonitions

[02:17.97] That this time things will be different

[02:21.01] I wake up now to a morning filled with sun

[02:24.44] I wake up now and I finally don't feel numb

[02:28.12] I got something in my life I really want

[02:31.84] And I feel like the change has just begun

[02:35.41] Look at me now, oh, look who I've become

[02:38.70] I guess with time you can get what you want

[02:42.34] I look back on the things that made me run

[02:45.09] They made me who I am, the reason for all I've done

[02:48.15] I feel the rain, it burns like pain

[02:51.55] Alone again, where are my friends?

[02:55.09] I need to change, things in my brain

[02:58.55] That's why we take, drugs to escape

[03:02.12] But that don't change a fucking thing

[03:05.74] I need some space, it's not a phase

[03:09.17] These sleepy days, they keep me sane

[03:12.67] I'll dream of rain that 'cause no pain

[03:16.31] f