[ORIGINAL SONG] Cursed Night - Calliope Mori(MP3_320K)
[00:13.56] The days are blending together
[00:14.89] Pretending like I don't notice
[00:16.48] Drowning in mental fog so thick
[00:17.81] My hands might close where my throat is
[00:19.41] Not gonna rap that "I'm cursed"
[00:20.68] My words got heavy
[00:21.69] And sure enough the steady
[00:22.91] ebb-and-flow of life subsided
[00:24.50] But I wasn't ready
[00:25.53] Last night, I thought up a song
[00:26.86] but I'm too wired to hum it
[00:28.45] Inspired sight, like tunnel-vision
[00:29.77] on the life I got from it
[00:31.37] Not tired yet, right? Hah
[00:32.69] "It's fun," I'll tell ya that much
[00:33.99] Adventures oughta be remembered as such
[00:36.06] But, I'm not well
[00:37.66] Not today, not tomorrow
[00:39.24] These souls inside my pocket
[00:40.49] are just sanity I borrow
[00:41.91] "Sayonara" to the sorrow
[00:43.20] of eternity alone? Yeah, right
[00:45.33] Part of the joke is that
[00:46.59] it's all that I've known
[00:47.32] It's justified-can't help
[00:48.82] that I romanticize your concern
[00:50.33] Now I can fantasize forever
[00:51.66] if you never say the words
[00:53.25] "Goodbye"
[00:53.78] This tainted mindset
[00:54.52] really must go free
[00:55.85] Finding someone so fuckin' wonderful
[00:57.71] when I'm just so... "me"
[00:59.22] Searching by
[01:00.01] city light
[01:00.59] You'll never find me
[01:01.92] Running through a cursed
[01:03.15] night
[01:04.22] "Do you have a death wish?"
[01:05.54] Shut the lid tight
[01:06.60] it's complicated
[01:07.40] Could ya not look inside
[01:09.00] it's complicated
[01:10.60] Somehow, I'm just a page in
[01:11.93] but I've cried and I've grown
[01:13.25] To shut away the conversation
[01:14.33] of my "highs-and-lows"
[01:15.66] Jibun no me de mietai no?
[01:18.55] Kono zetsubō no utsukushi-sa
[01:21.42] Laid back in the cracks of my past
[01:22.50] it's kinda funny
[01:23.58] Got sick of the tricking myself
[01:24.91] into thinking that others
[01:25.70] would only run from me
[01:26.44] Because, as you know I'm Death-
[01:28.03] You heard about me?
[01:29.09] I'm kinda famous
[01:30.15] now it's awkward...
[01:30.93] But welcome to my constan state of mind
[01:32.79] Like, could you knock first?
[01:33.74] Hanasenai kotoba
[01:34.54] Min'na no shinpai-goto wa
[01:35.87] Mimi ni tsunagaranai
[01:37.47] Why is it every time
[01:38.37] your kindness is making my chest
[01:39.42] unbearably tight?
[01:40.19] But, not for the first time
[01:41.25] A terrible night for a curse
[01:42.31] But don't you worry,
[01:43.33] 'cause it hurts fine
[01:44.39] Drunk-lost-CalliP
[01:45.72] Wandering
[01:46.51] Rengoku-shi
[01:47.04] Enlighten me-is this
[01:48.12] what they call
[01:48.89] a sunk cost fallacy ?
[01:49.95] Frightening
[01:50.68] in spite of things
[01:51.40] I want tossed my way
[01:52.47] I'm looking everywhere
[01:53.53] at once and month
[01:54.32] are passing like days
[01:55.37] "By myself" is just better.
[01:56.69] I know I say that a lot
[01:57.75] But if somebody holds you back
[01:59.61] then you cannot become God
[02:00.94] Lost in the night
[02:01.74] nasakenai
[02:02.49] hostile, hostage or free
[02:04.08] These childish eyes will
[02:04.57] only show my mind
[02:05.32] what I wanna see
[02:06.65] Searching by
[02:07.45] city light
[02:08.27] You'll never find me
[02:09.60] Running through a cursed
[02:10.93] night
[02:11.99] "Do you have a death wish?"
[02:13.06] Shut the lid tight
[02:14.39] it's complicated
[02:15.18] Could ya not look inside
[02:16.51] it's complicated
[02:18.12] Somehow, I'm just a page in
[02:19.18] but I've cried and I've grown
[02:20.78] To shut away the conversation
[02:22.10] of my "highs-and-lows"
[02:23.43] Jibun no me de mietai no?
[02:26.09] Kono zetsubō no utsukushi-sa
[02:34.32] Yeah, jibun no me de mietai no?
[02:39.82] Kono zetsubō...
[02:46.20] Jibun no me de mietai no?
[02:49.06] Wanna see it?
[02:50.12] Fine
[02:50.84] this time, look for yourself
