[00:17.84] Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days
[00:21.56] (Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days)
[00:25.42] Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
[00:29.12] (Stare in the mirror and I look for another face)
[00:32.56] And I get so tired of puttin' out fires and makin' up lies
[00:36.03] Checkin' my eyes for some kinda light, but nothing's inside
[00:40.17] And it feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days
[00:47.31] And I
[00:48.99] Say I hate you when I don't
[00:52.88] Push you when you get too close
[00:56.32] It's hard to laugh
[00:58.34] When I'm the joke
[01:00.25] But I can't do this on my
[01:03.33] Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
[01:09.73] Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
[01:15.47] I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times
[01:19.06] (I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times)
[01:22.11] Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
[01:25.76] (Believed it myself when I halfway apologized)
[01:28.91] And it's not unfair, I'm asking for prayers, but nobody cares
[01:33.01] Goin' nowhere like fallin' downstairs while everyone stares
[01:36.82] No one's there when I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times
[01:43.81] And I
[01:45.46] Say I hate you when I don't
[01:49.48] Push you when you get too close
[01:53.26] It's hard to laugh
[01:54.96] When I'm the joke
[01:56.96] But I can't do this on my
[02:00.13] Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
[02:06.56] Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
[02:11.80] No, I'm just takin' a shot, ah
[02:13.83] Maybe I'm just too eager, oh
[02:16.02] Maybe I lost the plot, ha
[02:17.95] I used to pity some people
[02:19.48] I said they were missing a spine
[02:21.33] Yeah, maybe the problem is ego
[02:23.16] Maybe the, maybe the problem is mine
[02:24.94] Really, I'm fine
[02:25.95] Don't get too intimate, don't get too curious
[02:27.92] This is just feelin' like it's not that serious
[02:29.75] Stare at the ceiling, feeling delirious
[02:31.60] Fuck all your empathy, I want your fury
[02:33.43] 'Cause I will just
[02:34.43] Tell you I'm better, then, better, then
[02:36.01] Spit out my medicine, medicine, ayy
[02:38.29] Drunk on adrenaline, 'drenaline, ayy
[02:40.03] And I don't know why I
[02:42.40] Say I hate you when I don't
[02:46.27] Push you when you get too close
[02:49.82] It's hard to laugh
[02:51.73] When I'm the joke
[02:53.60] But I can't do this on my
[02:56.48] Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
[03:04.04] And I won't make excuses for the pain I caused us both
[03:11.48] So thank you for always standing by me even though
[03:18.54] Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
