Ruined My Life
[00:02.60] I miss the family I used to have
[00:05.75] I feel like everything's so different now
[00:07.36] Sitting by the fire as we'd watch the flames burn out
[00:12.93] I miss the days I wasn't afraid
[00:15.31] Now I will always have my guard up, hands on my face
[00:18.23] I learned to cope with the pain
[00:19.82] I know that people think I'm trying to get attention
[00:22.74] But in reality I'm trying to send a message
[00:25.67] I know there's kids out there that are going through the same thing
[00:28.57] And if you're one of them, my hope to help you're suffering
[00:31.22] Just know it will get better and these feelings do not stay the same, no
[00:36.54] They don't stay the same
[00:37.55] I don't wanna make you feel bad
[00:41.80] But you kinda ruined my life
[00:44.72] You hurt me and ruined my life
[00:49.24] And I don't wanna make you feel bad
[00:54.01] But you kinda ruined my life
[00:56.94] You hurt me and ruined my life
[01:12.08] You hurt me and ruined my life, oh
[01:23.77] You hurt me and ruined my life
[01:30.62] (Oh, no)
[01:33.56] (Oh, no)
[01:36.96] I lost a couple friends on my way up
[01:40.15] I took a couple L's, but that's just normal talk
[01:43.07] I popped a couple pills, but they don't do much
[01:45.42] And now I take pills back in the morning with some mother's stuff
[01:48.58] But why did I get into this? I feel like this is all a dream
[01:51.50] But when I wake up, look around this isn't even make believe
[01:54.43] So I sit in the corner thinking back to all the memories
[01:57.61] I grew up with these fake beliefs 'bout time I find a remedy
[02:01.57] I don't wanna make you feel bad (make you feel bad)
[02:05.82] But you kinda ruined my life (you kinda ruined my life)
[02:08.97] You hurt me and ruined my life
[02:13.22] And I don't wanna make you feel bad (make you feel bad)
[02:17.97] But you kinda ruined my life
[02:20.90] You hurt me and ruined my life
[02:36.01] You hurt me and ruined my life, yeah, oh
[02:44.20] You hurt me, oh, you hurt me
[02:48.15] You hurt me and ruined my life
[03:11.75] You hurt me and ruined my life
