Somebody Save Me

[00:07.10] Lyric Input

[00:09.76] By: Ocky Aldi

[00:11.09] Somebody Save Me

[00:11.89] Daddy? (Huh?)

[00:12.15] Food's here (kept buyin' it when she gets it)

[00:12.70] Come eat (Alaina, I'm so tired)

[00:13.49] Just come eat (Alaina, I'll be there in a minute, I promise, stop)

[00:14.03] Well then wake up (shut that door)

[00:16.15] Somebody save me, me from myself

[00:24.12] I've spent so long livin' in hell

[00:32.09] Another pill as I start to spiral

[00:35.01] Message to my daughters

[00:36.07] I don't even deserve the father title

[00:38.73] Hailie, I'm so sorry

[00:40.07] I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital

[00:43.00] Didn't walk you down the aisle

[00:44.32] Missed the birth of your first child

[00:46.18] Your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie

[00:48.31] I'm so proud of how you turned out

[00:50.43] Sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you

[00:53.09] Sorry that I didn't love you enough to

[00:56.54] Give 'em up, how the fuck do

[00:58.40] I not love you more than a pill?

[01:00.54] Lookin' up to the ceilin' from this floor, wonder will

[01:03.73] Somebody save me, me from myself

[01:11.70] I've spent so long livin' in hell

[01:19.40] They say my lifestyle is bad for my health

[01:27.64] It's the only thing that seems to help

[01:35.87] Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom

[01:39.32] Sorry that I missed you gradu- wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you

[01:43.57] On being a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you

[01:47.02] Little bro, sorry I left you, sorry that I'll never get to

[01:51.02] Hold or hug my little nephews, Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you

[01:55.54] Grow up and I didn't get to be the dad I wanted to be to you

[01:59.26] Things I wanted to see you do, this is my song from me to you

[02:03.24] Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated

[02:05.63] God, what the - do you want me to do?

[02:07.23] Somebody save me, me from myself

[02:15.20] I've spent so long livin' in hell

[02:23.17] They say my lifestyle is bad for my health

[02:31.40] It's the only thing that seems to help

[02:40.17] I've been starin' at that video of Hailie

[02:42.29] Almost daily of her playin' a guitar

[02:44.15] In hopes maybe that'd give me the power to fight

[02:46.81] But the addict in me's a coward

[02:48.67] He told me that I can't do it

[02:49.73] Had a second chance, blew it

[02:51.59] It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality

[02:53.98] But I know (what?)

[02:55.04] I'll turn it around and be able to

[02:57.43] Walk her and Lainie one day

[02:58.50] To the altar as proud as can be

[03:00.38] Right now, I'm just weak

[03:02.49] As I fall further down in this deep hole

[03:04.88] And farther in the ground that I sink

[03:06.48] As they lower me in my coffin

[03:08.34] I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek

[03:11.26] I'm a lost cause

[03:14.98] Baby, don't waste your time on me

[03:19.24] I'm so damaged beyond repair

[03:22.95] Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams

[03:26.93] I'm a lost cause

[03:30.65] Baby, don't waste your time on me

[03:34.91] I'm so damaged beyond repair

[03:38.89] Life has shattered my hopes and my dream