In my mind

[00:00.00] In my mind, in a future five years from now

[00:05.92] I'm a hundred and twenty pounds

[00:10.06] And I never get hung over, because I

[00:16.14] Will be the picture of discipline

[00:20.41] Never minding what state I'm in

[00:24.00] And I will be someone I admire

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[00:28.19] And it's funny how I imagined

[00:31.14] That I would be that person now

[00:34.46] But it does not seem to have happened

[00:38.54] Maybe I've just forgotten how to see

[00:45.03] That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be

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[00:55.21] And in my mind, in the faraway here and now

[01:01.40] I've become in control somehow

[01:05.23] And I never lose my wallet, because I

[01:11.73] Will be the picture of discipline

[01:15.33] Never fucking up anything

[01:19.35] And I'll be a good defensive driver

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[01:23.71] And it's funny how I imagined

[01:26.94] That I would be that person now

[01:30.48] But it does not seem to have happened

[01:34.10] Maybe I've just forgotten how to see

[01:40.32] That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be

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[01:51.21] And in my mind, when I'm old I am beautiful

[01:57.70] Planting tulips and vegetables

[02:01.52] Which I will mindfully watch over, not like me now

[02:08.49] I'm so busy with everything

[02:12.00] That I don't look at anything

[02:15.97] But I'm sure I'll look when I am older

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[02:20.35] And it's funny how I imagined that I could be that person now

[02:26.44] But that's not what I want, but that's what I wanted

[02:30.53] And I'd be giving up somehow, how strange to see

[02:37.11] That I don't wanna be the person that I want to be

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[02:48.68] And in my mind

[02:51.84] I imagine so many things

[02:55.28] Things that aren't really happening

[02:58.71] And when they put me in the ground, I'll start Pounding the lid

[03:05.90] Saying I haven't finished yet

[03:09.83] I still have a tattoo to get

[03:13.50] That says I'm living in the moment

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[03:17.92] And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this, win this fight

[03:24.05] But maybe it isn't all that funny

[03:27.96] That I've been fighting all my life

[03:31.21] But maybe I have to think it's funny

[03:35.20] If I wanna live before I die

[03:38.36] And maybe it's funniest of all

[03:41.75] To think I'll die before I actually see

[03:48.68] That I am exactly the person that I'd want to be

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[03:59.57] Fuck yes

[04:03.00] I am exactly the person that I want to be