Understand [ ezmp3.cc ]
[00:00.16] "UNDERSTAND"
[00:00.70] Girl I hope you understand
[00:02.03] I wanted to hold your hand
[00:04.41] But I can't
[00:06.01] Wanted to be your man
[00:06.55] Back then
[00:09.19] And you knew I fell for you
[00:11.32] But you just broke my heart in two
[00:13.46] I was sad
[00:14.26] Mad and broken on my bed
[00:16.39] Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
[00:18.51] I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
[00:20.37] When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
[00:22.49] And when I woke in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
[00:25.15] I said I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again
[00:27.54] So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence
[00:29.94] And when I started making sense I found that I had reached the end
[00:32.33] Oh I'm upset, I have no friends, you wanna bet?
[00:33.91] You're just pretend!
[00:34.98] You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
[00:36.31] You're not shit
[00:37.64] I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
[00:40.83] I said I'd talk to people bout the problematic life I lived
[00:45.34] They were my neighbors; razor blades and different flavored pills I hit
[00:50.03] Therefore I'm at
[00:51.36] Surely my last
[00:52.85] Straw, I'm so gassed
[00:53.91] Stuck in the past
[00:54.02] I said that
[00:55.77] Girl I hope you understand
[00:57.89] I wanted to hold your hand
[01:00.02] But I can't
[01:00.82] Wanted to be your man
[01:02.42] Back then
[01:04.82] And so far
[01:06.13] I never held you with my arms
[01:07.64] So it's hard to be the one you aren't
[01:10.03] With instead
[01:11.09] Filled with anxiety
[01:12.16] Always was a part of me
[01:13.48] Guess I'm not cut out to be
[01:14.55] Somebody cause it's not me. I'm not used to all the talking
[01:16.57] Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing
[01:18.70] Used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming
[01:21.09] Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying
[01:23.75] I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
[01:26.14] To the times I would try and be the guy that people know as always
[01:28.53] Fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids
[01:30.66] On an island full of violence, in my head I had two pilots
[01:33.06] Oh the sun don't shine, and skies turn grey
[01:35.71] I feel it coursing through my veins
[01:38.10] I've said before I'm not ok
[01:40.23] But you don't listen anyway
[01:42.62] You know I tried, you turned away
[01:45.27] You straight lied right to my face
[01:47.66] You fucked my life, ruined my day
[01:50.05] But you don't know so I'll say
[01:51.65] Nothing can fill this silence
[01:54.31] No one can love I did
[01:56.43] Nobody cares you lied it's
[01:58.83] Not fair. You still deny it
[02:00.60] (You don't know so I'll say)
[02:10.18] Girl I hope you understand
[02:12.59] I wanted to hold your hand
[02:14.44] But I can't
[02:15.24] Wanted to be your man
[02:17.37] Back then
[02:19.75] And too bad I know I can't wake up
[02:21.62] Because I've lost my way and you don't give a fuck about me
[02:24.54] This could be a dream
[02:26.13] I can't see the things that you see so please oh
[02:29.05] Girl I hope you understand
[02:31.19] I wanted to hold your hand
[02:33.57] But I can't
[02:34.10] Wanted to be your man
[02:35.69] Back then
[02:38.27] And you had known
[02:39.86] And played along
[02:40.66] You were my home, I wrote you songs
[02:42.78] Now you're dead to me
[02:44.38] Effectively removed yourself
[02:46.24] Outside my dream
