XXXTENTACION - Jocelyn Flores (Audio) [FAucVNRx_mU]

[00:06.39] I mean, I can do anything that he can

[00:12.77] I've been pretty

[00:13.83] I know you're somewhere, somewhere

[00:21.00] I've been trapped in my mind girl, just holding on

[00:27.39] I don't wanna pretend there's something, we're nothing

[00:35.08] I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold on

[00:42.94] I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain

[00:45.60] I've been trippin' 'bout some thin's, can't change

[00:47.22] Suicidal, same time I'm tame

[00:48.89] Picture this, in bed, get a phone call

[00:50.75] Girl that you fucked with killed herself

[00:52.60] That was this summer and nobody helped

[00:54.47] And ever since then, man, I hate myself

[00:56.06] Wanna fuckin' end it

[00:56.86] Pessimistic

[00:58.00] All wanna see me with no pot to piss in

[00:59.58] But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'

[01:01.44] Havin' conversations about my haste decisions

[01:03.30] Fuckin' sickenin'

[01:04.36] At the same time, memory surfaced through the grapevine

[01:06.78] 'Bout my uncle playin' with a slipknot

[01:07.85] Post traumatic stress got me fucked up

[01:09.17] Been fucked up since a couple months they had a nigga locked up

[01:10.30] I be feelin' pain, I be feelin' pain just to hold on

[01:17.42] And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

[01:24.87] I be feelin' pain, I be feelin' pain just to hold on

[01:32.03] And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

[01:39.99] I know you so well, I know you well

[01:46.90] I mean, I can do anythin' that he can

[01:53.54] I've been pretty